All I'm going to say is that what I'm about to say is coming out of jealousy because I'm tired. I'm tired because I'm a key worker during covid and work 40+ hours with the general public, who some are understanding and friendly and some are not, which is understandable given all the circumstances. I'm woman enough to admit but...
how does some like brogan have it all??! I got to therapy to work through my personal issues and relationship issues (abandonment and commitment issues are fun
), I work full time, I have a dad that I haven't seen in 15 years, a mum I love and who has shown me life that isn't always sunshine and rainbows. And although I'm lucky in some ways but yet sometimes I feel like I'm far behind with everyone and my peers!
She barely does any work and if she does, it's LOW quality of work and still have the house, the boyfriend, the dog, the bank of mummy and "stepdad" John! Like, it's not
fair.
I know I sound like a kid, but, fuck me.
Why be the best version of yourself when you can be like brogan and still get it all?
I'm tired. I'm off to bed. Be safe everyone xo