Also there’s a very dangerous pattern going on with her ..: Friday : got weighed lads I was down 2 pounds I’m delighted , I’m driving it on now for the week . Saturday : still on plan lads it’s been 12 hours now and I’m delighted , heading to aldi now to get a shop to make speedy soup for the next few days so I’ll have things prepared , I’ll grab 20 packs of family ham aswell and I’ll be sorted and organised for the week … 1 hour later : I’m out for dinner and drinks tomorrow but THATS OK
Sunday : I get to live you theme tune playing while I munch munch slurp slurp all day long but THATS OK
Monday : I stayed on plan as best I could yesterday I wasn’t perfect but THATS OK in driving it on now for the week
Tuesday : on plan lads delighted with myself, I know I was out Sunday but look THATS OK aswell
Still eating my speedy soup and family packet of ham whilst listening to I get to love you .
Wednesday: same as Tuesday still on plan with my speedy soup and family ham , I’ve training 10 times today I’m delighted lads , I know I was out Sunday and THATS OK but I’ve been 1000000% on plan the rest of the week and training 10 times day so hopefully I should have a 20 pound lose on Friday
and I’m staying in group as a member for the talk , I need that for myself .
Thursday : still on plan lads with the speedy soup family ham I get to love you and training 20 times today , on course for a big lose tomorrow I’ve been 1000000% all week apart from Sunday but THATS OK
6 hours later Thursday @ 6pm : I just want to have a chat with you all , weightloss isn’t about the number on the scales it’s about how you feel and I feel great so I don’t care what the number on the scales says tomorrow it’s not about the number it’s about how great I feel , I was out Sunday and THATS OK I planned for that and even though I probably won’t get a loss tmw it’s not about the number it’s about ME and I feel amazing !
No Sarah it isn’t about how you feel , you are obsessed with the number on the scales you always have been and you always will be and that’s just part of you and THATS OK
But there are a lot of vulnerable people watching you that are watching you purely for the reason you are a slimming world consultant and sure god help them they are hanging on your every word and this toxic cycle you are showing them is very damaging .
everything is amazing and great until you get near weigh day and then suddenly all the stuff you put in your mouth and drinks you consumed is OK and suddenly it’s not about the number on the scales it’s about how amazing you feel ? Well let me tell you something it is all lies , you are battling with yourself and trying to convince yourself come weigh day that it’s OK when really you’ve ate the lamb of god and the apostles for the last week while you pretended you were on plane except for Sunday of course but THATS OK .. Sarah please please speak to your doctor about referring you to someone that deals with eating disorders because this constant weekly cycle is not at all healthy for you , it’s not healthy for your slimming world members and most importantly it’s not healthy for your little boy . You admitted before that your eating issues stem from your childhood and look how this has turned out for you , please don’t let that happen to your little Boy , it’s so so damaging .