Last night I was watching some old vlogs of hers (Started with the trek America as we are going to that coast this year and never watched these at the time they were done) and then watched her changing jobs and moving into her flat vlogs and my word she was a much nicer young lady and very different in many ways compared to now: She was relatable, bubbly, outgoing and you just wanted to get to know her more (even though she did overreact with regards the girls on the Trek America trip and her isolating herself in her room was a little spoilt but at the time I would put that down to age and being naive thinking everyone would/should like you!)
Over the past year to 18months she’s become obnoxious, rude, unfit, uncaring of her appearance and others, self absorbed and not nice to watch - I certainly wouldn’t want to know this Brogan. The funny thing is she even said in an earlier vlog how getting her new job would make her more relatable as most of her viewers work 40hours a week! She’s now isolated herself from her viewers so much that it’s no wonder that she hasn’t reached the 75k goal she set herself!
It’s like she has that ‘keeping up with the Jones’ syndrome (or seems like she must impress mummy somehow) where she has to prove she has the best life (I have a mortgage and a detached house at 25, I’m self employed, I go skiing at Christmas, I have the best boyfriend and we watch musicals together, I’m renovating my house on my own, I’m shopping and buying throw away tat all the time, I go on activity holidays, I go to WDW/Disneyland yearly, I just buy clothes from brands now, I own wellies) which actually makes her seem stuck up and arrogant.
Sadly the ‘act’ cannot last forever and the bubble will burst in spectacular style as she doesn’t have the income to keep up with this lifestyle - plus Benji doesn’t have the time off work to participate with all her wants - I definitely saw the tension between them in the latest ski vlog and too right: she’s done NOTHING on the house (sorry painted four walls) while he and his dad have done the majority of the work whilst working full time, she sits at home all day, spends money like its water and makes excuses as to why they can’t ski! Oh and there was an obvious ‘fall out’ with the Christmas Dinner incident... ‘it was booked for ages’ so either you were a spoilt brat and didn’t like the fact your mum took Fraser and his GF on holiday skiing for once instead of you and UmBongo so spat your dummy out as no doubt you felt ‘left out and isolated’ OR UmBongo put his foot down and said no for once.. the boots were an excuse for the camera - if they had time to sit down and eat chicken nuggets they had time to go and meet with her family as planned.
I really think that she needs to go back, re-watch her vlogs, take herself off YouTube for a little while (like Charlotte Ruff did) and come back re-freshed with new content and a zest for life again.
Obviously she won’t do this as she can’t. She relies heavily on the ‘income’ to pay for her ‘lavish’ #AD addicted lifestyle and for that I do feel sorry for her and the person 2015/2016 Begon has become.