Hi everyone
I'm new here, but have been stalking for a while, LOL! I followed Lydia for years, used to love her, even wasted money on one of her Beauty boxes, but this latest video she released today was my final straw. I started watching it and a few minutes in I just rolled my eyes and unfollowed her immediately on all platforms. Geez, she's become such a snooze-fest In my personal opinion I truly believe she is going through some sort of emotional breakdown or something. She feels the need to constantly be on the defense. I don't understand it. Someone who carries that much anger inside of them is very unhappy and really struggling with something in their life. Maybe this is just how she deals with the grief of Lynx missing, I don't know. However, I had a good friend that seemed to have it all, brand new car, huge new home, lot's of extra money, and all along she was miserable in her marriage and her husband left her for another women. Anyway, before their divorce she used to be exactly like Lydia, very defensive, took everything personally, was short with people, even had road rage a few times, and lost her inner happiness. Just because you say #livingmybestlife, doesn't actually mean you're living your best life!
Look, I'm not jealous of Lydia in the least, I actually pity her, but at the same time I like to be entertained on Youtube, not yelled at on a weekly basis. I would have much rather watched a vlog from Fashion week. Thank goodness Victoria is there!
I hope I didn't mess up my first forum post.