@EllaEm87
Hello lovely, biiiiiiiiiiig hugs! I know you feel like absolute
tit now, I've pretty much been in your exact shoes, it's a really
bleeping tit feeling. And it's going to feel
crappy for a while yet, but it's ok, let the emotions out, it's grief, sadness, anger and abandonment, they're awful emotions to have running through your head and body, so do yourself a favour and give yourself the time for your mind and body to process that.
I promise you, completely, utterly, hand on heart, girl scout guide, pinky promise you that you'll one day feel grateful to him. No lie. I know. Sounds like utter madness. But, nope. You'll be grateful that he did walk away when he did, he gave you the chance to live your life and find someone worthy of your love and time. It really hurts now, I must sound like a silly sod, but seriously, you will.
Have a good cry, have a good rant, curse his
bleeping name, but look after yourself too! Remember to drink lots of water, eat something (even if it's a nibble of a biscuit), watch
tit movies, and think about the positives.
You do deserve love and you are lovable.