TiffanyThinks #5

[Idrisrex]

Not normal nothing,it seems more sinister : she said he couldn’t get in he tried he tried he dilated but could not get in do something/part of the tumour was blocking the way …??? But why no biopsy at least of that part then

Wait a minute! She herself said that the tumour was blocking the way? That means that is she wants to have a chance of survival the mass must be removed in the very near future. And also normal bodily processes loke bowel movements are also almost not possible anymore. Hence the fact that she didn't eat breakfast and not even drink a thing.

 

[helpmeunderstand?]

Ok finished it. What a colossal cluster. If only she had followed the sage advice of us here. Wow.

What we have here folks is a case study in how much havoc pathological denial and magical thinking can cause in a patient’s journey. Wow.

 

[PuzzlesAndWine]

Wonder if the reason the surgeon seemed offended is because they have heard the bad-mouthing going on by her followers in regards to her care? That's why I had wondered before how many staff watch her videos and what they think...the pitchforks will be out for sure this time against the surgeons and team.

 

[mum2three26]

She talking about paying him now……I feel a go fund me page coming soon

 

[PuzzlesAndWine]

She talking about paying him now……I feel a go fund me page coming soon

Was just coming to say just that. I heard a few times her say i'll pay with my own money, selling my house to pay for it...this is ludicrous.

 

[EmyUrban]

Wait a minute! She herself said that the tumour was blocking the way? That means that is she wants to have an chance of survival the mass must be removed in the very near future. And also normal bodily processes loke bowel movements are also almost not possible anymore. Hence the fact that she didn't eat breakfast and not even drink a thing.

No sorry she didn’t say « the tumour » but something was blocking the way/access to the area and they probably tried hence the bleeding but tried going through what ??? You don’t try hard going through something if there is nothing it doesn’t make any sense to me. And even if there is no tumour you can perform biopsies I don’t understand … her « real » Surgeon said « we will see if we need to do another biopsy after the scan and mri results » … Very mysterious …He did not explain anything it seems …

 

[Wildflowerss]

As always she knows more than she tells us. One thing is for sure: she is potraying such a bad image of her surgeons and her medical team.. people will go after her surgeon in the comments once again. I don't believe in half things that come out of Tiffany's mouth. I really liked her and felt for her bur right now I think that she is deliberatly making her cancer journey more complicated and messy then it is.

right? they had to tell her why her surgeon wasn't doing the procedure but then a day later she decides to have a breakdown over the fact he wasn't available and that the surgeon who filled in wasn't able to get the biopsy, she wrote it off as being too sleepy/droggy to understand what they said or meant. She legit doesn't listen, guys. She really just doesn't listen to the medical professionals when they tell her things.
Then the doctor who came into see her she was bawling but didn't say what that doctor told her just that she asked to see her surgeon. idk.

 

[Hollie Day]

I couldn't manage the full video. Kept fast forwarding.
I fully agree with and support self advocacy and pushing for answers but demanding a surgeon be pulled away from his clinic schedule to speak with her is unforgivable.

 

[Millieminion]

Amma knows the score but Tiffany is so used to being babied that she had to tell her something positive to calm her down..She needs to realise that she's not the only person on that surgeon's books,if she wants the same team at every appointment then she needs to pay for it,that's the perks of going private.

 

[Villanelly]

She talking about paying him now……I feel a go fund me page coming soon

Even said she'd sell her house to pay for private if it meant 'her' surgeon would do the biopsy.

GFM in 5...4...3...

 

[AlwaysScience]

I see 2 possibilities here:
1- she is so emotionally unwell that she is unable to comprehend what she is being told
OR
2- she is manipulating her followers by not providing enough information for them to understand what is going on.

Either way, she needs (ethically) to take her cancer journey off of social media but evidently no one in her family is willing to force this issue. Maybe this is a mental health breakdown and they fear it will get worse if they push. I have no idea which scenario is accurate ( or more accurate) but I am not going to give her videos any views.

 

[helpmeunderstand?]

Her new video is just so over dramatic its unreal

Did you notice how when she was crying during her reality check of finding out the biopsy wasn't done, and she's asking Amma, "Can you believe it, Amma?" And Amma is just calmly responding like no big deal....very indicative of perhaps Amma is used to this routine?

 

[Wildflowerss]

Her new video is just so over dramatic its unreal

it was beyond overly dramatic. okay so they couldn't get he biopsy but you had the scans and wait to see if biopsy is needed after the scan results. what is all the breakdown!

 

[Hollyweirdone]

Her latest video transcript

0:00
hello my loving Tiffany thanks family in
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the hospital
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um I ended the last video because I was
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so tired so I just fell asleep and so I
0:11
just thought I'll start the Vlog again I
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slept I think where all the medications
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so strongly like it just knocked me out
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I think where I vomited and I had all
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the medications I think I was just so
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weak I needed sleep I'm still bleeding
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but it's not like the last time you know
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when I had the biopsy done last time
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I was bleeding a lot a lot wasn't I it's
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not like that this time so
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a good thing I'm not sure I'm gonna ask
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to speak to my surgeon
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tomorrow and ask him like why didn't you
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do it you know because
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I generally thought it was him who was
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going to do it so unless he's still won
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well
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I'm not entirely sure
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why he didn't do it
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or maybe he's got like a backlog of
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patients that are like that he needs to
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say that are more important you know
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that have major life surgeries so I'd
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understand if that's the case but I just
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want to know why and I'll tell him that
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when he did the biopsies I was bleeding
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a lot a lot whereas this time I'm not
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bleeding as much so
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maybe he didn't do it as maybe this
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surgeon didn't take enough biopsy I
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don't know I don't know any information
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because obviously whenever any nurses
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talk like whenever they talk to me in
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the recovery I was so high like I was so
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dropped up so I don't really remember
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any of the conversations
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um yeah it's 11 o'clock
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I don't want to speak too loud because I
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don't wanna
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wake anyone up I think it's 11 o'clock I
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don't even know I'm going to reply back
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to your comments and
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yeah maybe
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Maybe
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I feel so relaxed and then
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I should start
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know how the next few days are going to
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be
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I want to make sure I have videos for
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you so you're a little bit up to date
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with what's going on
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I'd like to be able to kind of do Quick
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videos you know so that I don't need to
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worry about editing but
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I feel like when I do Quick videos I
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miss information and some of you get
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upset but for now this is like the best
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I can do and then when I speak to the
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surgeon again I'll get more information
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I'm really sleepy again
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camera and talking I just feel so
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the morphine in here so whenever I want
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it I just press the button which is
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which is honestly been so nice so I can
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control how much I take
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rather than keeping weighing Manasses so
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keep buzzing in it's like I need more
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medication
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I spoke to Amma and she got home she's
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because I was worried about her driving
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back home because she's not used to
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these roots like the London roads
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I'm flying and she said she's resting
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and I'm glad she went home to just
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sorted you know it's been so a long day
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a little cannula in this hand so this is
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where they give the anti-sickness
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the morphine is going through
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this hand
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I'm not having so long because I am
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drinking water so I told them let me
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just drink water and see how I get on
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yeah thank you for your comments because
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it makes me happy it gives me like
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strength
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um so thank you I'm just replying or
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reading your messages and comments
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I'm really happy that I get to Vlog and
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just have all these memories even though
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they're not the best memories
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it's amazing that I can look back at
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this
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time
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and just remembered
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just remember how strong I am
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you know it's important because
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sometimes I forget and I cry and I think
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huh
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I'm I'm not strong I can't do this but
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when I do watch back on like the chemo
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Vlogs and things even though it breaks
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my heart even when I watch back and I
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think wow Tiff you did that you did that
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you went to every chemo appointment you
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went to every radiotherapy no matter how
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much you were struggling you did it you
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did it that gives me a boost you know
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and I hope it motivates and gives you a
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boost because if I can do it you
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definitely can you really can
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we got this we really really do life can
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throw anything at us and we'll just
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dodge it Dodge it Dodge it and get
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through it it's
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is it two o'clock
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2 am and I'm having the anti-sickness
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put in now
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it's the anti-sickness cooled again
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no pain no
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the pain is about
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six out of ten now so it's good
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I did not wait to get home I think
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tomorrow they'll send me home
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good morning my loving Tiffany thinks
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family
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oh so I fell asleep and then I woke up
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and I vomited everywhere what's the time
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I don't know what the time is
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I think it's around seven o'clock I
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didn't sleep the best I kept vomiting
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and the nurses kept bringing me like
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those little one of these oh
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you kept bringing me one of these
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to warm it in well hopefully the
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vomiting has stopped now
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I'm gonna try and eat something
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like maybe some hash browns or something
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to see if that's okay for my stomach
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I'm so tired I might sleep a little bit
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more
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good morning
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oh I love that
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oh
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are you okay did you sleep again
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did you miss me yeah I missed you I love
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this blue guys if you want to get your
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own t-shirt there's a link down in the
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description box as always
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[Music]
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I just spoke to I think where I was
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drowsy yesterday I didn't understand
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I think I was so drowsy right I spoke to
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my nurse
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um and they said that my surgeon he's
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not operating and he's not doing any of
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that because
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he's just doing clinics I'm not sure I
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don't know if he still won well and so
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yes I went the other doctor put me on
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down aesthetic he didn't take any biopsy
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it's
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because he couldn't get far enough even
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with the little scope he couldn't get
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far enough but when my surgeon did it
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last time he managed to open everything
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up and that's why
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I was in so much pain
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just panicking because
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if they haven't taken a biopsy
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what was the point like you know
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biopsy is the most accurate it tells you
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if it's cancer cells or not
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okay it's calm down I just said to my
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nurse please please please I want to
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speak to my surgeon like I said I'd even
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pay I just I just wanted to speak to my
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Insurgent I haven't talked to him I've
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been begging
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to talk to my subject I just want to
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talk to him
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come on can you believe it
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it's shocked
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he's here he's here I just want a phone
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call I just want to speak to him
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he's gonna post she's really gonna push
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for him to I need to talk to him I need
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to just want to say if he needed to take
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the biopsy
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waited so long I've waited eight weeks
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I'm not gonna get upset I can't get
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upset I just need to like because if I
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get upset because on the phone to my
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nurse I started crying and there's no
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point crying because I just need things
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to be done even if it means I come back
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next week and they take a biopsy then
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I need the biopsy it makes sense to have
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the biopsy because even the doctor my
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surgeon he said the most important is
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the biopsy so if they didn't take the
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biopsy they didn't take any biopsies so
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he just dilated but he couldn't get in
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it's bleeding because they tried they
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tried but
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that's why I thought the bleeding they
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didn't take any biopsy
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I don't know it's a ring again I don't
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care if they have to do it again do it
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again because I need biopsy even if they
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have to write me to find get the biopsy
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I know I can't stress out I can't stress
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but now since speaking to the nurse I
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called her just to find out where's like
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my surgeon why didn't he do it
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[Music]
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I'm very sure he will do something about
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it yeah to expect my auntie and my uncle
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I brushed my teeth
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I feel calmer right now I do feel calmer
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because I feel like like what Amma said
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um she said what if there's no like
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tumor there anymore so there's nothing
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too biopsy you know isn't it that could
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be an option so maybe I'm getting worked
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up for nothing maybe there's nothing
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there
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yeah it's just yeah let's think
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positively yes obviously I'm still gonna
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push for my other surgeon to do it all
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again just to make sure
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but yeah there's a possibility right
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everything's gone everything's
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disappeared everything's worked
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oh I just hope I just really hope
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it's scary it is scary I'm not gonna lie
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I am so scared and
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worried and I just need like I need
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reassurance you know I just need
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reassurance from my surgeon that's all I
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want
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okay no one worried because I'm gonna
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get all the answers I'm not leaving this
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hospital till I get answers this time
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I'm not I'm not I'm done being like Oh
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it's okay it's fine it's not it's not
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fine I need answers
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yeah he is he is the other guy that did
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it he is the surgeon as well he's like a
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big he's a big option like he's a big
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guy so maybe it's like a second opinion
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but I need my surgeon to just reassure
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me
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I think breakfast is here
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okay this is breakfast
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cup of tea juice
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you know what I really don't care like
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sorry I just don't care don't care yeah
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I don't I can't eat I don't care like I
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don't care for breakfast
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just don't care about breakfast I don't
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care about vlogging what I'm gonna eat
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it
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beat him I'm on edge and
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apparently he's only doing clinics he's
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not doing any surgery so he's I'm just
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gonna hope that he's gonna squeeze me in
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I'm gonna wait till 12 o'clock and if I
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don't hear from him I'm gonna call the
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nurse again and say
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I said I'll pay like what more can I do
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what more can I do sorry everyone I'm
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Karma now I'm just having a cup of tea
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there's PG tips today
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I'm Karma and um I will get answers and
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I've got to trust remember I've got to
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trust the process
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just got to trust the process and
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everything will be okay in the end
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there's just always hurdles isn't it
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there's loads of hurdles that have to
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kind of come through and go through and
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yeah
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it'll be okay I'm so glad amma's here I
13:00
think if you weren't here my mom I don't
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know I feel like I'll be crying the
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whole time
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yeah mum's saying it's good results and
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that's why there's no biopsy to be taken
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[Music]
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yeah
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the doctor came but it's not my daughter
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I think she might have been offended
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because I asked to see my doctor I think
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she got I think she was a bit offended
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I didn't mean to offend that I just
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wanted my dog
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just speak to my surgeon oh my how happy
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are we yeah we've both been crying to
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him so basically he's gonna look at the
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scans
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and if he needs to the biopsy he will
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let me know so
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so he'll have a look at the scans of
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results haven't come back yet
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so
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so reassured honestly that's all I
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wanted I just wanted to see my doctor my
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surgeon
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I gave him the biggest cuddle and we
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both started crying to him honestly it
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was
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I don't know what it is it's just
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I trust him so much because only he can
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do what he does and I'm so so lucky to
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have him so yes the other doctor didn't
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get the biopsies but we're going to wait
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and see what the results come back this
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time and then
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he will most likely do the biopsy again
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if there's a change
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if not I'm gonna see there's no change
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I'm still gonna maybe pay and get him to
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do it he doesn't want me to go privately
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but just to take a biopsy like I will
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sell my house if I need to you know
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okay guys I'm a lot better I'm going
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home as well they're sending me home
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with the aura morphine and the bleeding
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will settle down
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and just please guys send me the
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positive energy and prayers and love and
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for everyone that Tiffany thinks family
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we all have our struggles so let's be
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there for each other be kind be nice
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and I love you all so so much
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[helpmeunderstand?]

This tell right here from the transcript:

I'm gonna ask
0:40
to speak to my surgeon
0:41
tomorrow and ask him like why didn't you
0:45
do it you know because
0:46
I generally thought it was him who was
0:48
going to do it

It should have read, "I GENUINELY thought it was him who was going to do it..." Now what does that statement right there tell you about her...that is a big tell, IMO. She slips by saying she genuinely thought -- it reveals that many times she is disingenuine in what she shares?

Just wish, for her sake, and Amma's that she could have had a nurse navigator assigned to her 8 weeks ago. OK, done venting now.

 

[Idrisrex]

I see 2 possibilities here:
1- she is so emotionally unwell that she is unable to comprehend what she is being told
OR
2- she is manipulating her followers by not providing enough information for them to understand what is going on.

Either way, she needs (ethically) to take her cancer journey off of social media but evidently no one in her family is willing to force this issue. Maybe this is a mental health breakdown and they fear it will get worse if they push. I have no idea which scenario is accurate ( or more accurate) but I am not going to give her videos any views.

Possibility 3: she made herself so impossible in the RM (video’s and behaviour) that nobody of the staff doesn’t really cares anymore. And does only just the utter necessary. Don’t forget that she was monging her audience against the medical staff.

 

[fairyfae]

She was about to explain what the surgeon couldn’t get through but quickly caught herself and stopped “it’s bleeding because they tried.. they tried BUT”. But what Tiffany? There is no way she wasn’t told why they couldn’t get a biopsy.

Also, that piece of white spit constantly hanging on the side of her mouth just annoys the heck out of me

 

[Hollyweirdone]

I see 2 possibilities here:
1- she is so emotionally unwell that she is unable to comprehend what she is being told
OR
2- she is manipulating her followers by not providing enough information for them to understand what is going on.

Either way, she needs (ethically) to take her cancer journey off of social media but evidently no one in her family is willing to force this issue. Maybe this is a mental health breakdown and they fear it will get worse if they push. I have no idea which scenario is accurate ( or more accurate) but I am not going to give her videos any views.

She was high as a kite too...