PET SCAN AT HOSPITAL *cancer*
On bed upstairs watching NETflix, getting ready to go to hospital for PET scan. Feel better after ranting in her "podcast", which she's uploaded on YT. Not allowed to eat or drink before PET scan. Such a nice break from hospital visits. CT scans are easy for her. Hates MRI scans. PET scans are ok, but she really does not like it, as not allowed to see children. Conclusion: she does not like any scans.
Amma is driving her, in red tshirt, and she in marine we got this sweatshirt. Standard merch for hospital visits. Link provided if you want one. Hot flushes still, cold, temperature is all over. No blood test yet for meno problem. So hungry since dinner. Excited to go home and eat leftover from last night's dinner made by Matt. No snacks for car ride because Matt is not here. Thinking about food. Talking about her c. diff hospital stay where she couldn't eat as well. PET scan, tick, tick, tick. Found parking spot right at the back of hospital.
Have a book with her to read after they inject radioactive dye and need to wait for an hour before scan. T.V. is working. She needs to keep her mind occupied. It's difficult to block things out, but she just has to do it. This life isn't going to be forever. I feel like I cannot get upset. It's still hard whenever I come to the hospital, in this room. Amma went to her sister's place to hang out for an hour to spend time with her niece and nephew, and then will come back to pick her up when the scan's done. Just took her blue ring off, always reminds her of We Got This blue heart. Switched on T.V., and as a treat, she watched Miracle on 34th Street, even though Halloween is not over, and she does not celebrate Halloween anyway. She will think about Christmas even though it's October. So sleepy. What's your fav Christmas movie?
Going to carpark to find Amma after scan. She cried while she went inside the machine. Couldn't stop her tears or wipe them with her hands which had to be up in the machine. Wanted MacDonalds chips (or fries in the U.S.) as a little treat. So hungry. Sis made her a little sandwich, which she ate in car. Yummy. Vegan cheese with cucumbers and spicy sauce. Sis also gave her crisps. Decided to leave Macdonald's trip for another scan the next day.
Back home, and will finish some editing. Amma made her a cuppa tea. Also having a slice of little cake. Her darling is home, chilling in kitchen. Some netflix show she watched was hectic, but she couldn't stop watching it.
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