It's very surreal. Last night, well Monday night, so many channels didn't have adverts, just pictures of the Queen and I just got more and more depressed each time. She's really gone. One of the last constants in my life and her poor children have lost both their parents in such a short space of time and have to go through public ceremony after ceremony rather than grieve and cry when needed. Yes, every family has that and some have way more than others and should never have to cope with it, but still, death is the consistent leveller.