LilyRose1234
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My biggest fear was tearing, I had a 2nd degree tear (so I accept it’s not the worst!) and it was fine tbh, I’m certainly not worried about tearing this time around. The first day or two I just felt incredibly sore and sat on a cushion to pad everything out. Regular baths and just sitting on a towel to let everything air. It got a little itchy as it started to heal but I’d imagine a c section scar also gets itchy as it starts to heal. Felt significantly better within a week and by two weeks was almost completely better. Tbh I was so engrossed with baby I honestly barely noticed it, ditto the postpartum bleeding which I was also really worried about. It’s like you notice it but also are detached from feeling it, that’s how I felt anyway. So there’s a non-horror story for you to counteract all the bad stories (remember people will rarely tell you they had an easy labour etc!)yep, and the thought of ripping my hoohah to smithereens.... so many horror stories
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Best birth plan I saw that I went with - 2 healthy people into hospital, 3 healthy people (4 if twins ) leave the hospital. I honestly think the less expectations and more willing you are to go with the flow the less disappointed you’ll be if it doesn’t go to “plan”Hospitals and medical procedures always terrified me as well, I’d had many bad hospital experiences prior to having a baby. But I had my baby in January and made it out okay !
I don’t know if it would work for anyone else, or if it’s really the smartest thing to do lol but I did not look up or watch anything on giving birth, I had no birth plan and I just wanted to go with the flow and do whatever was needed to happen to get my baby here at the time. I did not want any expectations or fears put in my head.
I think once you’re there yes it’s scary but I think for me the excitement of meeting my baby helped me forget a lot of my fears, that and maybe the pain relief , and the staff in the delivery room were amazing!