I think Life didn’t turn out quite as she planned and saw her friends getting married and starting families and decided I want that, went down the pregnancy route and all of a sudden the attention was on her. It was the Lisa show. She was the pregnant one, she was the one people were asking about how she was is, how she was feeling and then it was twins, more excitement more special attention. She’s scared to go back to work becuase if she does she’s losing the one thing that has made it all about her and losing All the attention that made her feel special. If she goes back to work, she’s just like any other working mother of twins and she doesn’t want that!! Look at the Christening, it was all about her, who else got to send their child home after their christening and spend the night out drinking and arrive home late the following evening!! her poll Up this evening!! God forbid the attention would be on her sick child!