Agreed, I think we’re at the tipping point where reality is starting to bite and even though I truly think she believes a lot of her backstory lies, it must be getting harder and harder to deny the truth about the state of the Patreon and the Sue Lee fiasco - even if her intention didn’t start out to defraud, that’s clearly what it is at this point.I do think that guest doesn't want to be a fraud and finds it difficult to admit to herself that she is. The discrepancy must put her under a lot of psychological stress, and I can imagine how it might feed into her negative behaviours - especially the procrastination / avoidance stuff.
It's something that can only get worse as the grift continues, though - so it's hard to see what she can do to make things better for herself. Suspending the Patreon and offering refunds to anyone who asks for one would be a good start.
Part of me still thinks she’s almost hoping for the entire thing to just blow up, the worst part for her must surely be always on the edge and waiting for the moment when the house of cards finally collapses. Adrian, while no doubt doing his job admirably, is probably making that worse for her - every appearance somewhere, every TV slot must be absolutely terrifying for her, not only because she’s no good at them in the first place but also because there must be that bit in the back of her mind wondering if today is the day someone asks her directly.