As someone with anxiety from time to time, and I know so many of you on here have it also or know someone with it, true anxieheee isn’t just ‘ ah I told myself to get up at 4PM and mind my kids’ type thing. I’ve made no secret that I had surgery in Feb for a colostomy bag, I have MS & it was a risk with my pregnancy due to complications that it would spark off the MS & it did. The surgery was scheduled for Feb but I knew the date from Jan on. I hadn’t even spoke to anyone outside of my hubby about it because of lockdown and it not being something you can text or cry on the phone. I went to Aldi one day and as I went up the aisle for the toilet paper, all of a sudden my chest going tight and I got this awful thing in my head about that I would no longer need the toilet paper - I can’t even explain what it was I still don’t know . I was staring at the pile of toilet roll stand and I could not breathe. I fainted or hit the ground some way I don’t really fully recall, the shop took me in their office and called my husband who collected me. Aldi actually gave me the shopping in my trolley for free that day because they were just so kind. Anyway I’m not looking for pity, I’m just trying to say with true anxiety sometimes you cannot physically, mentally or emotionally just ‘switch it off’. She thinks laziness and not having the will or
Interest to do anything is anxiety & it’s a disgrace.
Please don’t think I’m moaning or a nut job - I’ve come on a long way since x
Interest to do anything is anxiety & it’s a disgrace.
Please don’t think I’m moaning or a nut job - I’ve come on a long way since x