I haven't followed her threads but have come across her Instagram page a couple of times. Always struck me that J was so thin, he looked malnourished. To then read here she stopped his feeds for a feeding school, skipped feeds, changed his routine and missed out his night feeds. I'm sure I even seen her post about having to go to the hospital as she didn't have the right stuff to connect his tube in the middle of the night... it just seems shocking that she was able to do that and it's not that shocking he's passed away so suddenly, she's been depriving that kid of proper prescribed feeds for well over a year. He was such a low body weight no wonder his heart gave out.