I had to go watch some of this latest vlog and it's just sad. Couldn't even finish it.
When she was describing her day, I felt like she had been crying, or was about to cry.
She's definitely got issues and it's probably not just PPD because she's exhibited a lot of this waaaaay before both kids.
She immediately says she's "jealous" of Tim and J. being there. HUGE red flag. You could
want to do something, sure.
(even though she's already done it)
But to openly say you're "jealous" is just strange (especially considering she's been on more vacations that I have in my lifetime, or will ever have)
If it were me, the first word that would come to my mouth would be "happy" as in I was "happy" to see my husband and son out having a fun time on their own!!! I wouldn't tell the world I was jealous. Why should I be? If I've already been there, done that, I'd want those two to have a great bonding experience.
Other red flags are her being totally lost with Tim not there. I get it, from a safety perspective (when DH does overnights at Costco during the holidays, I'm by myself all throughout the night and I get it... there's always scary things that play on your mind about safety-related issues like break-ins or whatever, but you have to deal with it) ...but I don't think that's wholly it.
And how does she always have so much friggin laundry to do? Or to fold? You'd think she's doing laundry for the Duggar Family or something.
They just wear the same clothes all the time. It's mind-boggling. I feel like it's something she does (or constantly brings up) because doing it is kinda mind-numbing to her and mitigates whatever psychological issues she's dealing with. Like a crutch.
(whereas all of the rest of us just fit it in as we're doing 5,000 other things and we don't ever mention it or dwell on it)
Tim's totally enabled her and now he's created a monster. I feel most sad for the kids.
She needs to see someone for psychological counseling. She won't do it, but she needs it.
I don't know how the stans don't see that she's got major issues with putting up vlogs like this.
And I'll never understand these thumbnail choices...