I genuinely feel like I've lost my last Nana, may be it one I've never met, but a Nana none the less.
She has been in reign for nearly going half my life, it feels incredibly weird not to call someone Queen.
To talk of her in past tense is so harsh, to now calling someone King almost feels profane to do so.
I'm finding it hard to also swallow that we shall never see her again, no waves from the balcony, no cheeky smiles when she has said something quite obviously 'un-queeny" and it has tickled her that everyone is surprised, no more walks with Sir David Attenborough, I do hope they moved that sun dial!
I'm so grateful that she saw her Jubilee, Her Majesty looked so entirely happy next to her great grandchildren & family, watching the fly past/over.
The way she looked over the crowd one last time, you could see it in her eyes that she knew this was her last time to see such a sea of people for her, we all felt that moment. I hope you know we (I) were proud of you that day.
Paddington tweeted, he's not even a real bear but he gets it
I don't really know what this post is rambling about other than my head thoughts whizzing.
I'm keeping a 50p Ma'am, should I need you, for anything... I'll rub the coin fondly and make a quick wish.
Rest in Peace. Thank you for your dedication service.