i just can't do this anymore, this whole covid situation is really getting to me, i don't see the end, i can't work from home anymore, i can't separate my own life from work life, i can't fulfill people's expectations anymore when i can barely find the motivation to get in the shower, i don't want to do anything and i'm bored of myself, i'm starting to feel like i'm not an interesting person anymore because i have nothing to say anymore, i'm finding it extremely difficult to be around people because i'm used to being home alone just with my bf and my cat... and i'm lashing out and my poor bf has to handle that, in the end the only one i can completely tolerate is my cat
and it's not even a joke, i honestly feel like that. i just literally don't see the purpose of trying anymore