Good woman, get your arse in gear and talk to your friend xI know, you’re so right. I am lucky to have really good friends and one in particular who I could say anything to and she will just get it. But I always leave it til I’m about to explode before I will say anything to her about how I feel because I hate to feel I’m off loading to someone, yet I know if the shoe is on the other foot I’m happy to listen to anyone and glad they feel they can talk to me. And then she goes mad at me for not telling her sooner so I need to take my own advice and not be afraid to ask for support when I need it. I think it’s just so typical of women and maybe Irish people in general to just feel like you have to get on with it and not be making a fuss! I did go to a therapist for a good while and found her a great help so it’s something I’m definitely going to look into again just to keep on top of it. I’m looking forward to be able to go back to yoga again too after covid. Not the same trying to do it at home with kids hanging off you as you try and be zen x
That sounds so rough to deal with, it's no wonder your anxious. It's a serious load to carry with no help available. Hope he's doing better now, but you need to look after your needs too in order to support him. Hope you're getting some support even from a friend xxHi
I’m so glad I’ve found this thread. I know everyone’s said this. I was up in the night too but didn’t contribute because I was scared. I’ve always been scared of my own shadow. As other people have said I’ve probably suffered with anxiety and depression for 30 odd years. Many times I’ve stood on the edge of a massive pit and felt myself teetering. Twice I’ve fallen in. Depression makes me a different person who I don’t like very much. People say they understand but I don’t think they do. I say and do things I’m not proud of. I lost my job because of this.
What I came on to say is what upset me last night was the sudden interest there seems to be in children’s mental health. When for years this has been neglected. It seems to me that now the worried well and financially advantaged have had their boat rocked it’s become an issue. Now you actually have to guide educate and love your neurotypical children the world has to listen. My son has autism. He is now 18. For most of his childhood he was labelled the naughtiest child in his school year.A teacher actually said that to my face. The Senco leader at his school was useless and just said take him to your doctor. As he has no other learning difficulties he struggled through school until year 10. He became depressed and started taking drugs and self harming. He saw our Gp who agreed he should go on the Camhs waiting list. During the months of waiting he had an episode where he left home in the middle of the night and the police had to search for him. He was found but was kept in hospital overnight for his own safety. It was only then that he received the psychiatric care he needed. He finally saw a psychiatrist who quite quickly identified that he displayed symptoms of asd. But to get the help he would need he had to be diagnosed by a team of experts. This took over a year. All this time he was on antidepressants which neither he nor I felt were doing any good. Once he was diagnosed and was able to have group therapy with young people of his own age he improved dramatically.
So maybe you can excuse me not feeling particularly sorry for people who have to look after their own children and keep them happy and entertained. When none of the rest of the establishment cared about him. And it is a story I’ve heard time and time again from other parents whose children have genuine mental health issues and Learning difficulties. 99% of children will be ok. My son lost months of school took serious medication and had his life chances harmed all so certain sections of society could have a new Range Rover every year from their tax breaks. Now ‘you’ know how it feels!
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