This is enormous humiliation. It is beyond bad; she is the laughing stock for that group of utter dickwads. JS definitely has a small mickey (ladies, if you hear the word "grower", thats a heads up, back away slowly, I'm male, we know what it really means), Diren is a snake, Felicity is an airhead and Begarty gives highly flawed advice to vunerable people. It is difficult to overstate what an awful bunch of twats this miserable crowd are and the fact that they have followers fully validates that this is indeed the Age of Stupid.
Siobhan for your own sake stop this embarrassment. Am no fan of yours but watching you prostrate yourself in front of these nobodies is just farcical.