Sorry I have to apologise because I go on an awful rant here some days at her but come to my house, there’s a grey/silver Waterstones folder on the desk, it’s 4 years old & has everything from my first egg count/ his sperm check to the invoice for our zoom last week about potentially moving frozen embryos from Ireland to Europe for a surrogate. It’s overflowing. I don’t know when the day will come that I get to put it in a drawer and be grateful for the first and hopefully second child it will have given us. The folder stays on the desk & everything paperwork wise gets added in. If you’ve been through Waterstones you know the one. We barely talk about it at moment unless we are heading on a zoom or to an appointment. We have to schedule to live outside of that hanging over us - today it was actually a drive to CLARNEY to meet my brother in law and his new fiancé with our son and theirs, and have a picnic and remember to laugh and live aswell. The sunshine helps
Sarah just annoys me, I hope nobody watching from here or on insta sees her as any mascot for ivf and would seek the proper expert medical advice themselves. You’ve no time for fake tears or recording because it’s not content it’s actually your life. Sending love and sunshine to anyone TTC x
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