That is heartbreaking. I hope she gets support and her kids back. I didn’t like the start of joe’a article. The worst thing that happened to those kids today isn’t that they didn’t get to go to the match.Nicolas piece in the Independent
EXCLUSIVE | ‘If my story helps one woman or man then it will have been worth it’ – Nicola Gallagher on domestic abuse claims
Estranged wife of GAA manager Rory Gallagher says she thought about ending her life
‘The GAA knew about all of this because we told them... but they did nothing’
‘I loved him … when you are living like that, all those difficult moments become normal’
Rodney Edwards
Today at 02:30
Nicola Gallagher sat in front of her computer in her home in Co Fermanagh last Tuesday, looking again at the 478 words she had written on her Facebook page, and knowing that if she hit the “post” button her life would change — for better or for worse, she didn’t know.
The post contained serious domestic abuse allegations against her former husband Rory Gallagher, the well-known GAA manager and ex-player.
The accusations relate to a period of more than two decades. Her heart, says the mother-of-three, was racing. She felt it was now or never.
“I sat for ages looking at it on my computer. I kept thinking, ‘Will I do it or will I not?’ What impact will this have on my children? I had a tightness in my chest, I got really afraid… and then I hit ‘post’.”
Within minutes her phone started to light up with messages from friends, family, and strangers; almost a week later the post has been “liked” more than 17,000 times.
“The first person to ring me was my aunt who said, ‘I am so proud of you, you did the right thing. We have been waiting for that for years’. I was mentally broken, but hearing that settled me,” she says.
Nicola says she has been left feeling “humbled” by the response to her post, which has sparked conversations in almost every home, workplace, and sports ground on the island.
“The reaction has been totally overwhelming — I never expected it. I feel so heartened by the response because I’m not the type of person who likes any kind of attention. I’m naturally quite a shy person, I don’t use social media. The last time I used Facebook was three or four years ago.
“But the number of messages I have been getting from other women who say my speaking out has helped them means it was worth it. Some say it has helped them to break their own silence.”
On Friday night, Rory Gallagher said he was stepping away from his role as Derry GAA’s senior football manager, saying the decision was “borne out of a desire to protect my children from the ongoing turmoil. They will always be my priority.”
Sitting on a sofa, Nicola speaks softly but clearly. Her parents, Gerry and Yvonne Rooney, two well-respected business people who own shops on both sides of the Border, look on. Occasionally, her mother is reduced to tears.
“If you hadn’t written that Facebook post, what would have happened?” I ask.
“I would be dead, 100pc. I needed to do it — it was my last resort.”
Her parents agree: “This has been a long time coming,” Gerry says.
“This is your time now, Nicola,” Yvonne says.
Nicola is open about her use of alcohol due to what she says was the toxicity of a marriage which ended in September 2019.
Her husband was recently given custody of their three children.
“I have been extremely traumatised,” she says. “But you just keep going, you keep going, you keep going, you try to block it out, you tell yourself that it never happened. Then you hit a wall. I turned to alcohol to block it all out.
“I am in recovery now, but it hasn’t been easy. This last year has been the toughest of my life. I will not shy away from the fact I have had issues with alcohol, but I have done something about it. I am thankful for the support network I have in my family and in Fermanagh Women’s Aid.”
Does she think her issues with alcohol, I ask, has resulted in unfair criticism in some quarters over the past few days?
“Yes,” she says. “I think it is being used against me. ‘Sure, who would believe her?’ But the response has been overwhelmingly positive.”
One of the more cynical judgments has been over the timing of the post, ahead of today’s Ulster final between Derry and Armagh. It has been whispered that she did it to cause disruption.
“No,” she says, “I didn’t do this out of revenge, or for Rory to lose his job. I did it to share my experience and to help other women and men. I never did it to punish him, I did it to get it off my chest and if it helps one woman or man, then it will have been worth it.”
How did she feel when she heard Rory had stepped back from his responsibilities with the team?
“I don’t think he had much choice.”
She describes a very unhappy, unpleasant marriage and recalls distressing moments, including claims of emotional abuse. She says those memories will “stay with me forever”.
But she admits she never felt she could end their marriage.
“I loved him, I try to see the good in everybody. I always wanted for our children what I had as a child. I had a happy, secure childhood; I wanted the same for them. But when you are living like that, all those difficult moments become normal. You get up and get on with it.”
In her darker moments, though, she thought about ending her life.
“Yeah, yeah, I did. They were fleeting thoughts — I didn’t make plans. But there were times when I felt like going to the pier in Killybegs and jumping off it. The only reason why I wouldn’t do anything was because of my children.”
The only time in our two-hour conversation that Nicola gets emotional is when she talks about the love she has for her children.
“The children mean everything to me. Sometimes I feel like they are not mine any more, that I have been cut out of their lives. I reared those children when he was off being a superstar with the GAA. For them to be taken away from me really hurts. Every day without them breaks me. They are the first thing I think about in the morning, they are the last thing I think about at night.”
In her Facebook post, Nicola cited several incidents she says took place over a 24-year period.
Sources say gardaí are keen to formally investigate the allegations and have attempted to contact Nicola in recent days.
Mr Gallagher was arrested in 2021 but not charged in relation to physical abuse claims against Nicola.
The Police Service of Northern Ireland (PSNI) has confirmed it investigated claims of domestic abuse while two files were passed to the Public Prosecution Service (PPS) in January and June last year, but it was deemed there was insufficient evidence to proceed.
“When I arrived at Enniskillen police station to make the initial complaint I asked for a female officer and got a male. I was already nervous enough. Then when the PPS rejected my case, I felt hopeless.
“The guards have a dossier of material on this and were trying to get in touch with me again. Previously they asked if I would like to make a statement. I haven’t done that before because I was scared.”
Last Thursday, Mr Gallagher issued his first statement in response to what he described as “very serious” allegations, insisting they “have been investigated and dealt with by the relevant authorities”.
“Our marriage broke down over four years ago. Those closest to our family are aware of the reasons for the breakdown of our marriage and the continued issues we have faced since that time. My focus over the past four years has been to protect our children from the ongoing turmoil in our family,” he said.
How, I ask Nicola, did she feel when she read that?
“Rory’s statement was exactly what I had expected. In my view, it was aimed to shame me,” she says.
“It was quite cowardly, I thought, but not surprising.”
The GAA has made a number of statements about domestic abuse.
Brian McAvoy, the Ulster GAA chief executive, said last week: “While we cannot comment or make judgment on any specific allegation or allegations, Ulster GAA does not condone any form of domestic violence.
“We are proud to have joined with White Ribbon NI in pledging to never commit, condone or remain silent about violence against women.
“We encourage and support anyone who has been a victim of such abuse not to suffer in silence but to avail of the statutory and voluntary support services that are available in the community.”
But for Nicola, “words from the GAA are not enough”.
She says the organisation was informed about her allegations against Mr Gallagher “but did nothing”.
“They are just words; their actions speak differently. The GAA knew about all of this, 100pc, and the county boards of Fermanagh and Derry knew — because we told them. There were senior members of the GAA who knew what was going on, there are incidents that took place at GAA events. It was a well-known fact.
“I remember seeing their campaign about referees being abused and phoning GAA HQ, the response was, ‘What do you want me to do about it?’ I feel like they don’t want to know. It is a joke. The family also raised their concerns with the Fermanagh County Board and told them too,” Nicola says.
An email, seen by the Sunday Independent, including claims against Mr Gallagher, was sent to the management of Derry GAA on May 25 last year by Nicola’s father.
He did not receive a reply.
Derry GAA would not comment yesterday when asked why it did not act once the complaint was received. It referred this newspaper to its previous statement, in which it said it “condemns all forms of domestic violence”, and to Mr Gallagher’s earlier statement.
Nicola says she has been contacted by “other women who are experiencing the same thing and are too scared to come out in case they are not believed.”
“I feel let down by all these institutions — the PSNI, the PPS, the Western Health and Social Care Trust, the GAA. I feel for anyone who is suffering as I have. How are they going to come forward? I had to write a post on Facebook because I was at the end of the line. I didn’t want to have to do that.”
As she reflects on the past week, she says it has been a “turning point” in her life.
“I have kept all this buried, so to be finally free of it, I feel a lot lighter.”
But she also feels, she says, “a little scared”.
Of what?
“Of speaking out and what might happen because of that. But I am proud that I have been able to talk about my experiences publicly and the love I have for my children.
“I will not be silent any more.”
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That is heartbreaking. I hope she gets support and her kids back. I didn’t like the start of joe’a article. The worst thing that happened to those kids today isn’t that they didn’t get to go to the match.
Sinead again. Nails it.
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holy crap I took a day off tattling for a family do yesterday and have just spent the better part of an hour catching up on here and the Schofield thread (think I missed 20+ pages!!!)
ready for bed now already
ready for bed now already
Yip. Yip. Yip.
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She put what I wanted to write but much more eloquently. Good on her!
Is Doherty from the special mince dynasty?
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Awww girls the wee witches have been twisting nipples. No call like.
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Awww girls the wee witches have been twisting nipples. No call like.
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Who is Doherty?
Also on a lighter note I am a bit confused about who is winning with the 2 score thing on. My partner just came in and told me Londonderry is winning
Stop that right nowWho is Doherty?
Also on a lighter note I am a bit confused about who is winning with the 2 score thing on. My partner just came in and told me Londonderry is winning
A goal is worth 3 points.
He was a bit confused - why are you watching that? He must think the church of Ireland in me is making an appearance. I obviously wasn’t going to tell him I was watching so I could chat tit on an internet gossip site. I would rather he thought I was one of themmuns!Stop that right now
A goal is worth 3 points.
In fairness to Joe I think it is sincere and genuine
You're one of us now. This isn't football, this is football.He was a bit confused - why are you watching that? He must think the church of Ireland in me is making an appearance. I obviously wasn’t going to tell him I was watching so I could chat tit on an internet gossip site. I would rather he thought I was one of themmuns!
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Aiiiiiieeeee I'm excited now.
Ffs I had typed up a big post and my phone refreshed and deleted it but I think he may have been genuine and well meaning however he is letting his love for the sport and perhaps wanting to believe someone couldn’t do something so bad cloud his judgement perhaps
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Is if Armagh is 0-14 but
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Glad I'm watching on TV, having a hard time telling the difference in orange and red Jerseys. 
To be honest I’m not seeing what you are seeing in his piece.
I think he clearly sets out the context of GAA being the centre of community and family life for many.
And how leading up to a big match like this the children are full of joy about the prospect of seeing their ‘heroes’ play
Indeed it will have been in the local schools in recent weeks too. Days when the kids are allowed to wear county colours instead of uniform. Then the bewilderment of not going, especially for kids of a county official who would have had been able to go to all matches. Unlike their peers in whose parents would have had difficulties accessing tickets.
Similarly I don’t read into it the same way as SINEAD tweets with regards to it preventing people reporting etc.
He is however showing his barrister side with his single line about Rory needing support - he could have left that bit out
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As a Tyrone girl to the core I’m trying to decide who I dislike less (Derry or Armagh) and therefore am rooting for accordinglyGlad I'm watching on TV, having a hard time telling the difference in orange and red Jerseys.
God help her ! hope they’re got and dealt with.
m.belfasttelegraph.co.uk
Newtownabbey: Teenage girl ‘forced into car and sexually assaulted’
Police are appealing for information after a teenage girl was reportedly forced into a car and sexually assaulted on Saturday afternoon.
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Yeah, sorry- you have hit the nail on the head and in my long winded post which I had buggered up and had to start again that was what I wanted to say and that I was clumsy about. You have hit the nail on the head. It must be so confusing for the kids. Not only will their friends be gossiping and saying things but they can’t even go to the match now and because it is such a community they probably feel a bit lost. I think what I was trying to say was that this was the angle I think Joe was coming at. I appreciate that he is limited on what he can say from a legal perspective .To be honest I’m not seeing what you are seeing in his piece.
I think he clearly sets out the context of GAA being the centre of community and family life for many.
And how leading up to a big match like this the children are full of joy about the prospect of seeing their ‘heroes’ play
Indeed it will have been in the local schools in recent weeks too. Days when the kids are allowed to wear county colours instead of uniform. Then the bewilderment of not going, especially for kids of a county official who would have had been able to go to all matches. Unlike their peers in whose parents would have had difficulties accessing tickets.
Similarly I don’t read into it the same way as SINEAD tweets with regards to it preventing people reporting etc.
He is however showing his barrister side with his single line about Rory needing support - he could have left that bit out
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As a Tyrone girl to the core I’m trying to decide who I dislike less (Derry or Armagh) and therefore am rooting for accordingly
My opinion is that even if none of the abuse allegations are true, not going to the match isn’t the worst thing that has happened to these children. They have lost their mother either through abuse or though alcoholism and that is sad. I do believe her based on who has spoken out and obviously I know nothing of the gaa but when they first introduced the match earlier I could see the two pundits in the studio visibly change their tone and wince now they had to talk about the match.
I'm guessing those children have probably heard their mother discussed in unhealthy terms. That would be damaging enough but now the parent they felt "safe" with is being discussed with similar language. Ultimately they suffer. It appears that parental alienation may be a factor too. It's all quite ugly.
Did she have custody prior to February?
It never said. I get the impression they remained with him though.
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Also her issues with alcohol were significant enough for her to talk about recovery.
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Our ones say the match had a weird atmosphere.
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Just on the subject of RTe I just saw an ad for tv licence? Is it a legal thing down south too?
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