This reminds me of an old vlog in which she had missed her bus stop and almost had a breakdown talking about how she was having "one of those days" or whatever. She honestly has the poorest organizational skills and the smallest mishap completely throws her off balance and overwhelms her. She is just emphasizing the extent to which she is not used to doing proper work. As
@sitkx said, quite ironic coming from someone who spends 99% of her time practicing "wellness." All the yoga and self-care clearly aren't doing anything for her if she gets so anxious so easily! Needless to say, she would not last a day in any kind of normal work environment. Quite laughable watching this after my full day of work at the office, tbh.
I got the impression she is on the verge of a breakdown over Joe and is projecting that into being stressed about work. I've seen people do the same loads of times in real life - whenever my flatmate is upset about a boy she turns it into being annoyed/stressed out that the flat isn't clean or that her job is stressful when it's actually not that.
Completely agree with this. She can't be honest with herself though (not to mention with others), so she would never realize this. She literally spoke for 10 minutes about how she had the looongesssttt to-do list and how she didn't even know where to start (a list which had been
GIVEN to her! Genuinely wish someone would just prepare lists of tasks for me to do so I don't even have to think about it myself--all she has left to do is just get on with it and go through things one by one!). The way she was talking about it, I thought it was, like, stuff that was going take days to complete if not weeks. But then in the next clip she says she "somehow" was able to "smash through the whole list," and it's only 4:15!!!! So it clearly wasn't that much at all now, was it??!!!!!!
Can't imagine what my life would be like if, on my most stressful work day, I still had time to: have breakfast out, get a workout done at bodyism, go back home and have a breakdown in my living room, do the said "work," have a walk, get flowers, go to the grocery store, cook dinner at home, have a home yoga session, talk nonsense to a camera. She is living in another dimension!