I gave birth to my first during lockdown last August. I had to be induced and was on my own as my partner wasn’t allowed on the ward until I was in active labour. My contractions came on very quickly and I was ready to give birth in a couple of hours, so no pain relief apart from gas and air. At the end of the day you’re just focused on giving birth and don’t see any blood. I couldn’t describe the pain now as I’ve forgotten it, but it was totally worth it. Just imagine holding your precious bundle of joy.