Not baby related and feel free to skip it. I need to vent
Currently super emotional at the thought of my 4yo starting school
Also feel guilty that I didn't feel the same way when my 9yo started.
Before my 9yo started school, we were in a completely different place financially. Although we don't have loads now, we had hardly anything then. Both me and my partner lost our jobs at the same time. (we both worked for the same company which is how we met) and the company made over half the staff redundant. I also didn't drive then either.
So when my son started, we'd never been on holiday. We rarely went on days out. Only ever to parks we could walk to ect.
But since then, I've got a car, both worked inbetween kids ect. Managed to go on holidays and weekly swimming with the 2 youngest (9yo goes with school) I refuse to go in the school holidays. I can't cope with kids everywhere
One simple thing has set me off that I didn't realise the last time we went swimming would be the last time in our weekly routine. We caught Covid and then I was ill too after that and by that time, school holidays started.
We've been away a few times and taken the 9yo out of school for the week (naughty naughty ) but don't want to do that now she's just starting and he's getting into his last years.
So now I just feel like I'm losing all freedom with the kids
And it sounds so silly especially as he's already in school but our life has changed so much between Oakley starting and Ivy starting!
Even more so that I feel like she's missed out on 2 years of life before school because of Covid and lockdown!
Ugh
Currently super emotional at the thought of my 4yo starting school
Also feel guilty that I didn't feel the same way when my 9yo started.
Before my 9yo started school, we were in a completely different place financially. Although we don't have loads now, we had hardly anything then. Both me and my partner lost our jobs at the same time. (we both worked for the same company which is how we met) and the company made over half the staff redundant. I also didn't drive then either.
So when my son started, we'd never been on holiday. We rarely went on days out. Only ever to parks we could walk to ect.
But since then, I've got a car, both worked inbetween kids ect. Managed to go on holidays and weekly swimming with the 2 youngest (9yo goes with school) I refuse to go in the school holidays. I can't cope with kids everywhere
One simple thing has set me off that I didn't realise the last time we went swimming would be the last time in our weekly routine. We caught Covid and then I was ill too after that and by that time, school holidays started.
We've been away a few times and taken the 9yo out of school for the week (naughty naughty ) but don't want to do that now she's just starting and he's getting into his last years.
So now I just feel like I'm losing all freedom with the kids
And it sounds so silly especially as he's already in school but our life has changed so much between Oakley starting and Ivy starting!
Even more so that I feel like she's missed out on 2 years of life before school because of Covid and lockdown!
Ugh