@Babyyoda88 Happy birthday to tiny babyyoda I hope youāve all had a lovely day celebrating. Itās been a tough year for you all so you definitely deserve it x
I laugh because itās so true but also wtf? Who disregards the need for dominos like thatI canāt remember if we discussed it here or in the pregnancy threads, but thereās that phenomenon that as soon as a man needs to be somewhere, heāll start doing obscure jobs around the house instead.
Mr O has bought us a Dominos which needs to be collected. Iāve told him several times that Iām fecking starving and may eat the dog. Heās currently watering the garden.
Yes my kw is always like this! If weāre tidying up the house for visitors etc he will decide to clean something totally random like the inside of the wardrobe (true story) rather than being useful and hoovering the living room .I canāt remember if we discussed it here or in the pregnancy threads, but thereās that phenomenon that as soon as a man needs to be somewhere, heāll start doing obscure jobs around the house instead.
Mr O has bought us a Dominos which needs to be collected. Iāve told him several times that Iām fecking starving and may eat the dog. Heās currently watering the garden.
My little girl does this!!! She insists on shuffling to the top and squashās her face against the side or the corner! It used to freak me out but now I figure she just likes it I sometimes put a dummy in her mouth with the logic that thereās then more of a gap to breatheJust woken up and baby Rita had wriggled herself to one side of the cot and had her face squished up against the side. Iām now terrified to go back to sleep
I got my KW to help cleaning the house for some friends of his to stay a few weeks ago and despite there being a bunch of different jobs to do, he spent an HOUR cleaning the bathroom which I said just needed a quick wipe down. He was scrubbing it to death and as he said "doing it properly" insinuating that I don't clean it well enough usually! Cheeky fucker - could have murdered him and I did point out he's free to clean it whenever he likes!!Yes my kw is always like this! If weāre tidying up the house for visitors etc he will decide to clean something totally random like the inside of the wardrobe (true story) rather than being useful and hoovering the living room .
Mine completely fails to understand the impact of different tasks, like putting away the laundry makes a much bigger impact on how tidy the room feels than fixing the plug socket.Yes my kw is always like this! If weāre tidying up the house for visitors etc he will decide to clean something totally random like the inside of the wardrobe (true story) rather than being useful and hoovering the living room .
Happy birthday baby @Babyyoda88 hope youāre having a lovely weekend celebrating together
Sorry you're having a tit day and that's not selfish at all. It's a valid, honest feeling and hopefully sharing will help.Ive had enough of being a mum today, twin 2 has only taken 7ozs of milk all day. She's pulled her NG tube out 3 times before ive even started a feed
Shes had 3 meals. I just worry its not enough, she won't drink anything recently
I can't even feed her whilst she's asleep because trying to NG a sleeping baby is like wrestling a lion when you're covered in meat
This sounds so selfish, but I absolutely despise that she's not "okay" I hate life because of it.
Waitā¦your guests donāt check out the insides of your wardrobes???Yes my kw is always like this! If weāre tidying up the house for visitors etc he will decide to clean something totally random like the inside of the wardrobe (true story) rather than being useful and hoovering the living room .
Happy birthday baby @Babyyoda88 hope youāre having a lovely weekend celebrating together
Ive had enough of being a mum today, twin 2 has only taken 7ozs of milk all day. She's pulled her NG tube out 3 times before ive even started a feed
Shes had 3 meals. I just worry its not enough, she won't drink anything recently
I can't even feed her whilst she's asleep because trying to NG a sleeping baby is like wrestling a lion when you're covered in meat
This sounds so selfish, but I absolutely despise that she's not "okay" I hate life because of it.
She wakes up and throws herself around but she won't take a feed she'll just whinge until she tires herself out again
is she waking for milk during the night?
It is not selfish at all. You are worried about her more than yourself, so it couldnāt possibly be selfish. And actually, I think to be selfish every now and again and wish things were different (easier?) is a totally valid, normal way to feel when life has dealt you a pretty crappy hand Nobody is a saint, and pretending you never feel anything but delighted with T2s special situation wonāt do anyone any good. XIve had enough of being a mum today, twin 2 has only taken 7ozs of milk all day. She's pulled her NG tube out 3 times before ive even started a feed
Shes had 3 meals. I just worry its not enough, she won't drink anything recently
I can't even feed her whilst she's asleep because trying to NG a sleeping baby is like wrestling a lion when you're covered in meat
This sounds so selfish, but I absolutely despise that she's not "okay" I hate life because of it.
Not a mum, but I have spent years nannying and in a creche. One of the boys had a padded hat/helmet thing to protect him from injuries, it was very efficient!I donāt know what to do with baby. Heās constantly falling and banging his head. He done it twice today within 10 minutes (he fell out the back door - thereās no height, but I think the bit at the bottom confused him - and then his toddler brother jumped at something knocking him overā¦
I think Iām going to have to invest in a little crash helmet. He had some calpol after the second incident, as I would not be surprised if it gave him a headache
He is now properly on the move, and has the whole of downstairs at his knees. Pray for me
It isn't selfish at all. Not even one bit. Lets be brutally honest here, noone on earth would wish for a child with any sort of difficulties, physical or mental - because life is already bloody hard enough! That doesn't mean you don't love the bones off T2 or that you aren't an amazing mum. You very clearly are. It's human to feel that way and so bleeping brave to admit it. You've all been dealt a crappy bleeping hand and it isn't fair and anyone who expects you to feel otherwise is in denial and frankly, a bleep. I challenge anyone to walk in your shoes and not feel the same. Despite all this, you constantly do your best and show up for that little girl which is more selflessness and love than many folk can muster in a whole lifetime! Nevermind with other babes and a partner who works away from home. You are an absolute bleeping superstar. Don't ever forget it and don't ever feel guilty for the hard times. Resent as much as you need to and vent as much as you can. That little girl knows how much you love her, none of this changes that.Ive had enough of being a mum today, twin 2 has only taken 7ozs of milk all day. She's pulled her NG tube out 3 times before ive even started a feed
Shes had 3 meals. I just worry its not enough, she won't drink anything recently
I can't even feed her whilst she's asleep because trying to NG a sleeping baby is like wrestling a lion when you're covered in meat
This sounds so selfish, but I absolutely despise that she's not "okay" I hate life because of it.
I knew you could do funny, but this got me right in the feels!It isn't selfish at all. Not even one bit. Lets be brutally honest here, noone on earth would wish for a child with any sort of difficulties, physical or mental - because life is already bloody hard enough! That doesn't mean you don't love the bones off T2 or that you aren't an amazing mum. You very clearly are. It's human to feel that way and so bleeping brave to admit it. You've all been dealt a crappy bleeping hand and it isn't fair and anyone who expects you to feel otherwise is in denial and frankly, a bleep. I challenge anyone to walk in your shoes and not feel the same. Despite all this, you constantly do your best and show up for that little girl which is more selflessness and love than many folk can muster in a whole lifetime! Nevermind with other babes and a partner who works away from home. You are an absolute bleeping superstar. Don't ever forget it and don't ever feel guilty for the hard times. Resent as much as you need to and vent as much as you can. That little girl knows how much you love her, none of this changes that.
All of this. I cannot add anything.It isn't selfish at all. Not even one bit. Lets be brutally honest here, noone on earth would wish for a child with any sort of difficulties, physical or mental - because life is already bloody hard enough! That doesn't mean you don't love the bones off T2 or that you aren't an amazing mum. You very clearly are. It's human to feel that way and so bleeping brave to admit it. You've all been dealt a crappy bleeping hand and it isn't fair and anyone who expects you to feel otherwise is in denial and frankly, a bleep. I challenge anyone to walk in your shoes and not feel the same. Despite all this, you constantly do your best and show up for that little girl which is more selflessness and love than many folk can muster in a whole lifetime! Nevermind with other babes and a partner who works away from home. You are an absolute bleeping superstar. Don't ever forget it and don't ever feel guilty for the hard times. Resent as much as you need to and vent as much as you can. That little girl knows how much you love her, none of this changes that.
I donāt generally dabble with meaningful, I usually have nothing helpful to add advice wise as I have no bleeping clue what Iām doing most of the time Iām that friend who backs away slowly and awkwardly pats you on the head saying āthere thereāI knew you could do funny, but this got me right in the feels!
But youāve said it perfectly, @IāmThankyou_ youāre an absolute trooper and thereās no shame in admitting that you donāt find it easy, in fact itās hugely courageous. No advice at all just know that weāre all here to support you
it really has been, particularly with Noravirus thrown into the mixā¦ absolute tit cocktail in our house recently BUT sheās a lot brighter and seems to be managing it so much better! It does get easier I promise lots of distractions seem to help too!Itās awful seeing them suffer isnāt it? Poor Little Pidge, it must have been a bit of a miserable time for you all but I suppose at least sheās got quite a few of them over with in one fell swoop! Thanks for the tips ladies (@WhatABore and @Lilykins too) - sending speedy teething vibes to anyone who is in the same boat
Girl, you and the word selfish do not belong in a sentence together so pack that right in!Ive had enough of being a mum today, twin 2 has only taken 7ozs of milk all day. She's pulled her NG tube out 3 times before ive even started a feed
Shes had 3 meals. I just worry its not enough, she won't drink anything recently
I can't even feed her whilst she's asleep because trying to NG a sleeping baby is like wrestling a lion when you're covered in meat
This sounds so selfish, but I absolutely despise that she's not "okay" I hate life because of it.
Sorry, I didnāt read your post properly first of all, I just picked up on the milk intakeā¦ Iām glad you have this safe space to say how you feel without judgement because thatās a heavy load to carry. Having a child that isnāt medically āwellā is tough, the extra worry, appointments etc, added to another two whole other humans to care for. Just know weāre always here for when it gets too tough to handle, not physically but lots of love & support. I know the girls are similar age to baby Waka, In terms of milk does she require anymore for her age as baby Waka only had about 8oz today xShe wakes up and throws herself around but she won't take a feed she'll just whinge until she tires herself out again