Hi all, I'm new here, I've had a bit of a rough time this year and just needed a safe space to speak about it all.
First of all, I'm so sorry for all your losses and what brings us here. Its so
tit.
I found out I was pregnant (my second pregnancy- I have a 4 year old) last year and sadly suffered a MMC, and had three doses of medical management but needed to have surgery in the end as the miscarriage just wasn't happening. Since then I haven't had a period until last month and it was so light and lasted a day.
I feel guilty and a bit woe is me, but since then 3 of my friends have got pregnant- most recently one of my closest friends told me today via a voice note that she's 12 weeks pregnant. I feel completely broken. I feel hurt and my heart aches for the pregnancy I want, and I'm finding it so difficult to find and express joy for my friends which is so not like me at all but I cant shift this feeling. My friend today, I havent even replied to because I just don't know what to say