Something I was dreading happened today - a friend made a pregnancy announcement and they have the same due date as I would’ve had. I just cried and cried and cried like I felt borderline hysterical at how upset I was.
Im ovulating today and we aren’t trying so Mr Banana didn’t want to have sex and I know logically he’s right and I have to respect it but it made me feel even more devastated, like I could just be pregnant again next month.
I just hate how ugly and uncontrollable this grief is. I keep thinking I’m doing better then I see a pregnant woman, or I stop and think Id be this many weeks by now and I just start crying.
Im ovulating today and we aren’t trying so Mr Banana didn’t want to have sex and I know logically he’s right and I have to respect it but it made me feel even more devastated, like I could just be pregnant again next month.
I just hate how ugly and uncontrollable this grief is. I keep thinking I’m doing better then I see a pregnant woman, or I stop and think Id be this many weeks by now and I just start crying.