I’ve just had my third baby 3 weeks ago my eldest is 15 and middle is 12, and this baby has been the biggest shock to my system , this has been the hardest baby of all my other two we’re dreams compared to this little nugget . I’m bottle feeding but he has really bad silent reflux and his sleeping pattern is non existent! I’m so tired I could cry! So to see lucy be honest actually gave me a boost and made me feel better it was refreshing to see someone finally being honest and express how hard and exhausting being a new mum is these influencers who portray the perfect mum routines and who post flawless pics etc , really do the community no favours whatsoever and can be damaging to mums with pnd , I actually feel these mums probably have no bond with their baby as they are constantly posing and pouting playing up to the camera for the gram when they should be invested in their babies !!!!!