I really feel for those parents of the babies having to sit through or listen to the case. It's bad enough and painful enough just listening to the news reports.
This is what gets me, thinking of the poor families. The first death happened in 2015, that’s 7 years ago now. In my head I imagine the babies parents accepting their baby died of natural causes and spending years building their lives back up despite grief and trauma. For some parents, this grief may have been the end of their marriage or relationship (I know this is a weird point but my close friend lost her 2 year old child due to hospital negligence - not at all related to this case - and the grief actually lead to her and her husband divorcing). You never get over it but they would have built up a level of acceptance and (I hope) found happiness and new perspectives.
To then be told actually, this may not be the case it may have been because of this evil woman. 2 years ago she was arrested so for 2 years they’ve probably been going back and forth now, reviewing their hospital experience, a mix of anger, sadness, guilt, maybe even feeling they didn’t protect their child. And now they have to listen to the gruesome, evil things their innocent, helpless child pursued in court. Have to explain what they went through all those years ago and see this case all over the news and social media.
Those poor, poor parents. My heart truly breaks for them. I’m so lucky to not know what it feels like but I can truly imagine how difficult it was. I mentioned my friend, her gorgeous baby had a brain tumour that was ignored time and time again by doctors no matter how much they persisted and fought for him. Her strength was amazing but my god, how hard it was.