He really does have a boat load of self esteem issues. His silly loudmouthed bravado, projection, and his overcompensating is just off the wall and over the top.
"I can't believe how much I've grown since then {*when his brother took him in as a teen for a while]."
If you really believe that Grifty, you're more mentally and emotionally broken than even I think you are.
That's pure self delusion coming from a 30 year old man-child.
You have grown from that soul sucking and chaos creating idiot, an ignorant, smarmy ass child, repellant to your parents, mooching off your brother and relying on him to put a roof over your head____ ALL THE WAY to a 30 year old man, still living in chaos, driving a 14 year old clunker to a theme park to vlog nonsense. You're STILL dependent on your family to put a roof over your head, and you mooch off and use your girl - friend, using her and her discounts knowing she's an easy mark You are either a full blown alcoholic or well on your way to being one. You've let your physical / dental health deteriorate until you look 37 and you grift off idiots on a YouTube channel and top that by putting on shower shows for old queens for gifts, and then continue the act by chumming the waters at online outlets to get by with whatever you can take from anyone idiotic enough to fork it over to you.
My god, oh yes Squirt. Just look how much you've grown.