I'm back.
I need a rant
I admit I do go though stages where I can have low moods yesterday was one of them. I feeling abit sorry for myself due to health.. in June my underactive throyid results showed I now got no working throyid. Hashimoto disease. It's completely ruined my quality of life..I'm off work, can't walk far without been exhausted, even though they say I'm on the normal dose..the constant exhaustion, fatigue and tiredness is the worse. I don't think I have a quality of life anymore.
Luckily I'm happiest online which also takes not too much effort..but to be honest my health is getting me down..also got peri menopause and pmt this week on top..
It affects everything from mood, concentration, aches and body stiffness mainly in legs, shoulders and arms,hands.
I'm not good with bad health stuff, I end up depressed, but I can't bare the thought of never having a normal active life again..I'm 47.
Before the lockdown I used to travel abit..UK and worldwide.. something I really want to keep up..but I admit I did struggle with Devon, I go to Belfast a week Sunday also a US trip booked for next May..I am so worried on how bad the jetlag will be on the effect on my body with this disease.. Washington is an 8 hour flight. Long story short I'm trying to keep up traveling otherwise I might as well just give up.
Even going to a restaurant is hard work, or even a ten minute work to a shop. I dread the future
Sorry on the very long rant..I just get so miserable
xx