The shitting dog routine is relatively new. She's a lot calmer in her old Guardian videos etc. She seems to have got more nervous as her grift has progressed.
I genuinely think at this point it must be very stressful being her. She's almost entirely reliant on other people's charity and the odd media appearance for her income, which could dry up at any time, especially with slowly increasing public scepticism and the cost of living crisis meaning people are cutting back on non-essential spending. And if she loses that, what else is she going to do? She hasn't had a job in ten years, doesn't have much if anything to show for what she's supposedly been doing during that time, and even if she did get hired somewhere she hasn't shown much evidence that she'd be reliable enough to keep the job. I find it hard to believe she's got huge piles of cash saved up either when she seems to spend money like water (and that's just on the stuff she lets us see), and I think it's likely that this behaviour would only increase when she's stressed. Who knows if her parents are even willing to help at this point, after she's basically built her career on accusing them of neglect?
At first all the minor fame was probably very exciting and I wouldn't be surprised if she really did think at one point that she was going to be massively influential in helping solve all these societal problems, but the longer it's gone on without her actually achieving anything the more she's boxed herself into this grift. On some level she must be aware that to keep herself afloat she'd have to spin out this misty-eyed poverty LARP for the next 35+ years when she already ran out of good material a long time ago, and at some point she's going to run out of road. Honestly just thinking about it gives me anxiety on her behalf.
I think it might be big guns jack too. There are lots of issues regarding forearms and from that pic none of them looked like they were being observed, obviously you cannot see behind a pic but perhaps that what was concerning. A life gun and ammunition were left sitting near a ln unqualified person. That's not really safe to say the least, but a am mithering as a trained personnel could have literally be standing right next to hero out of shot
Ahem, leave Sir Matt out of this please.