I just recently got dumped by my partner who I’ve been with for 4 years. Somebody on another thread gave me the idea of starting this one to vent and let it all out, and also invite anyone else to do the same if they’re going through a breakup, or just to share stories of older breakups and heartbreak.
My story: long distance relationship, him in Florida and me here in the UK. I’ve been flying over regularly for the past 4 years, I’m close with his family and practically a step mum to his 3 children. Love of my life etc...then the pandemic hit and borders closed. I haven’t been allowed into the US since March 2020, last time I saw him was just before that. I fully believe partner exemptions should have been allowed with testing and quarantine and I wouldn’t be in this mess but that’s another rant.
We held on and held on with FaceTime etc, then we decided I’d go via a third country (Mexico) and he would pay, but my flight was cancelled, and when I went to rebook it he completely unexpectedly told me not to bother and that he was done with our relationship. It hit me like a freight train, there’d been no signs this was coming at all. In fact he told me he loved me and missed me just hours before. I tried to reason with him and then he decided to block me on everything which was another huge blow. I feel like my world has ended, I haven’t eaten or slept since. My life was there with him and he’s taken it away and I don’t know what to do.
Sorry that was so long. Please feel free to share your stories and any advice for this absolute hell I feel right now
Blocking you, what a heartless action for him to take. However, my advice is to also block him, that way you won’t be checking your phone every five minutes and this is what we all do when we are dumped, we hang on to the crumbs of a relationship, hoping and praying they will change their mind.
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This for you would be taking back some control, because at the moment he has all of the power over you. He is playing the puppet master. I know that you are heartbroken and I know that if he was to appear in front of you that you would most likely forgive his behaviour, but at least by blocking him, he cannot contact you. That is your first step to healing.
Sorry to sound harsh, but in this case, I would be very surprised if he does come back to you. It sounds as though the knock-on effects from the pandemic have been just the excuse he may have needed to sever your relationship.
In my experience, men can often tell you that they love you, they miss you, etc and then go and do something which completely negates all of that! They’re strange creatures and especially when they cannot be open about their feelings.
Splitting up/being dumped is like a bereavement. You cannot function properly and because he has not given you any reasons for his behaviour, you will be forever asking yourself why.
Take little steps each day and reward yourself with something which makes you feel good. Build your self-esteem back up, nurture you.
Trust me, one day, you will have moved on so far, he will be a distant memory.
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