I remember one year I spent both my birthday and New Years Eve alone, they’re a few months apart, I had invites but said I wanted to be on my own, I was in a bad place mentally and in the February finally got help, looking back it was such a sad and lonely time and I had people looking out for me, I just chose to avoid them, I can only imagine how she feels without that little reassurance in her head that people care. It’s so sad she has brought this on herself in the way she manages her relationships, I almost feel sorry for her but it seems like she doesn’t want change or help. I went a good 6 months going downhill until I finally asked for help from my GP, she’s been like this for years. It really is such a shame and waste of what could be a great life, she has the financial stability and flexibility of time with being her own boss, she could have the best life
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