I can relate so much to this thread. At school I only really had 1 good friend but as we got older I realised she was quite toxic and wasn’t good for me so my fiancé is my only really friend. I was fine with it until we got engaged and the emphasis of the lack of friends I have was heightened when we were planning the wedding and I realised I’d have 0 friends at my wedding. We are doing a very intimate affair anyway but nonetheless I won’t have the hen night like every other female and it’s quite embarrassing to admit.
I’ve always struggled to make and maintain friendships and I was envious of people who could make friends at school and still be best friends 10/15 years later. It’s had me doubting so many times if there’s something deeper wrong with me that I struggle socially like that.
I do enjoy my own space and for the most part it doesn’t bother me but as I go further into adulthood, marriage, children etc there won’t be friends around me at those times or even just having friends to big you up on your social media posts
I’ve always struggled to make and maintain friendships and I was envious of people who could make friends at school and still be best friends 10/15 years later. It’s had me doubting so many times if there’s something deeper wrong with me that I struggle socially like that.
I do enjoy my own space and for the most part it doesn’t bother me but as I go further into adulthood, marriage, children etc there won’t be friends around me at those times or even just having friends to big you up on your social media posts