Selfishly I'm glad of this second lockdown as it means my husband will still get 80% wages on Furlough
please don't think bad of me, I have friends who have their own businesses and are having to close, again, and I'm devastated for them
but we are seriously struggling right now (I know a lot of people are), I work in a secondary school part time and it's no where near enough to cover even half of our bills so the extended furlough is a massive help! My middle son, our rainbow baby
named Grayson (I fear I gave Fopps the idea of this name
) is 4 in November and we had only planned to go to a farm and have a T party at home but looks like we can't even do that now
I'd booked a trip to see Father Christmas at a garden centre and that has been cancelled, my 3 boys are devastated
my middle son's nursery class has had a positive Covid19 result and although my son wasn't there at the time he's having to stay off as not enough staff
my husband has applied to be a Postman and we're desperately waiting for an email to say he'd got an interview
anyway I don't know why I'm posting all this except I feel I'm amongst friends here and I just needed to tell someone I'm not ok right now
but I will be! I feel better just for posting