When she did that cheap make up tutorial in her bedroom just before she said she was bored, she tilted her head back and lifted the camera to gaze at herself in wonder, she is a true narcissist, loves herself. The hate she feels is just resentment towards people who truly are beautiful on the inside too, thats something demi cant seem to grasp, that inner beauty. There have been a couple of glimpses of a normal human being over the years, but then she's back to being an "influencer" whatever that is, someone who will go to the chippie and call it an event and film it lol
Jess is very similar, gazes at herself in awe every time she tilts that camera lol, odd thing about jess she will put on a cropped top in a haul with demi and spend the entire time pulling it down cause she knows her stomache is massive. demi finally found someone bigger than her and boy is she elated.,
I'll try and find a couple of key moments when you can clearly see they are gazing at themselves in some kind of wonderment lol,,,,they think we don't notice lmao