He said he was happy to just be friends as I told him I wasn’t ready for anything else and that was before we even had the date, I didn’t go in to why, he didn’t ask either. I’m not sure if some men just think we say it for the fun of it thoughYou are under no obligation to this man and what he wants or needs but what you are obliged to do is say what you mean and mean what you say ? All the dithering just creates unnecessary drama and causes you anxiety. It seems to me that he still thinks he has a shot with you so he clearly hasn't got the email!!
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Yes I think you’re spot on, I’ve been a bit curious to see if I was ready to get to know someone but it took me a lot to push myself to even go, I spent ages in front of the mirror pulling myself apart, and then kept thinking of excuses. I’m surprised I got out the door but was proud of myself for going. I really don’t mind being single but I’ve also spent most of my adult life hoping for a happy family life.I agree with the others @freshhead. I think after one date it’s safe to say this is him trying to get a second by stealth. And it’s a pretty intense one at that, I think having to ‘perform’ in what would be a garden full of people you don’t know, including him, will be too much for you right now. If he’d said, come play squash with me etc maybe, because that’s more of an immediate shift to friendship, but I’d be worried people there would know exactly how you two know each other and it might be a bit weird, like they’ll just assume you’re together?
Maybe you needed to go on the date so you knew you didn’t want to date. That’s definitely what I’ve learned from the one I went on a couple of weeks ago. And I sort of knew already but I had to make myself do it so that I could really know it.
Have you tried the BFF setting on Bumble? I don’t have experience of it but I know it works for some people.
Also, I’m the same age as you - I know what you mean but you only have to look around to see that for a lot of people this is still young and they’ve not even really got going yet. I’ve had to really shift my thinking on that. I get to live life all over again on my own terms now, f what anyone else thinks about that.
That hope and idea is long gone now, and just like you living life on my own terms feels like something I’ve probably always needed.
I have tried the BFF setting on bumble before but no one has replied to me
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