Ahh this makes my heart hurt for you, I’m sorry you are in that situation. I am in a way thankful this has come to light now and not in a few years where kids may be involved and time has run on. I hope you feel positive about your future too - you deserve better and I hope you find happiness in yourself first, and then Perhaps with someone else who adores you. I loved my husband completely - I adored him and everyone could see it but it wasn’t enough for him
I need to divert that love onto myself and the friends and family who love me! Xx