I was thinking about things today. I feel old because of time I feel I wasted. It wasn’t all a waste because I learnt many lessons, but whilst I was learning lessons, people I loved had time against them and they are no longer here. This means my mum and my grandparents will never get to see me marry, if I ever do, because now I feel time is against me. I don’t regret the past, but I wish I’d learnt sooner that life isn’t ever promised. Realising that at this age, definitely makes me feel old, but I wouldn’t change that for anything.