I'm having a medical procedure done on Monday. It's not too serious and requires a bit of sedation, but I have a few long term conditions so it's more risky for me than it would be for the average person. I asked a friend who lives near the hospital if they could pick me up afterwards (which is a mandatory requirement of having the op done because of the anaesthetic.) He said absolutely and let me know when it's happening etc, so I confirmed. I've messaged a couple more times and been ghosted. This was someone I considered a really good friend. He has occasionally been a flake for social things in the past but I really believed that he'd be there for me this time. It literally just requires picking me up and putting me in a cab to go home and I can even wait around at the hospital if the timings don't quite marry up for his schedule.
Last week I started panicking that I'd need to find someone else so messaged another friend whose dog I've looked after before. He's super clingy and requires constant attention and my own dog had to effectively be a second class citizen in her own home when I looked after this dog for an entire day. Said friend runs her own business and schedule and I know she could help if she wanted to (and I've never actually called in the favour I did babysitting so thought this would be an opportune time), but she was like "hmmm I dunno, can I check my diary and get back to you". Of course. she hasn't got back to me.
I asked another couple of good friends who I know would help but genuinely can't because of work. I can't change when the appointment is. It's quite a personal thing so I really don't want to talk about it to many people, but suffice to say, it compounds the fact that I am very single at the moment (I recently went through a breakup.)
I'm fiercely independent and I rarely ask people for help, even though I've got a couple of very serious health conditions. When I do ask people for help I really need it, and I really don't like asking.
I'm just a bit fed up, very disappointed, but sadly not that surprised. I think people have become very flaky.
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Put yourself first. I know it's hard but honesty really is the best policy rather than tying yourself in knots thinking of excuses. You'll feel better I promise.
Last week I started panicking that I'd need to find someone else so messaged another friend whose dog I've looked after before. He's super clingy and requires constant attention and my own dog had to effectively be a second class citizen in her own home when I looked after this dog for an entire day. Said friend runs her own business and schedule and I know she could help if she wanted to (and I've never actually called in the favour I did babysitting so thought this would be an opportune time), but she was like "hmmm I dunno, can I check my diary and get back to you". Of course. she hasn't got back to me.
I asked another couple of good friends who I know would help but genuinely can't because of work. I can't change when the appointment is. It's quite a personal thing so I really don't want to talk about it to many people, but suffice to say, it compounds the fact that I am very single at the moment (I recently went through a breakup.)
I'm fiercely independent and I rarely ask people for help, even though I've got a couple of very serious health conditions. When I do ask people for help I really need it, and I really don't like asking.
I'm just a bit fed up, very disappointed, but sadly not that surprised. I think people have become very flaky.
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Was talking to a good friend recently about having better boundaries (I'm a reformed people pleaser.) I really can relate to what you're saying... I have a slightly similar issue to you with a friend who always wants to meet where she lives, which is on the complete other side of town an hour away. Last time I went to meet her (3rd time me going to her) she was an hour late. I texted recently suggesting a meet up, giving it one last chance kind of thing, and she suggests breakfast near her. I've said no, let's meet in the middle. Yet to hear back and not too bothered if I don't.Yep I think you are right I just hate letting people down even when they don’t mind doing it to me, last mothers day I invited her to my house and I was going to make mock tails and afternoon tea. She decided she wanted to go to a diner instead and it was a 45min wait for a table and I had my toddler with me at the time. Very stressful considering that was my toddlers first time in a restaurant.
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That’s actually a good idea. I definitely need to get myself out there. I’ve waited so long to have some me time that it may even be nice going by myself.
I just hate confrontation and even though she was blunt with me I hate being like that with others. I’m a people pleaser and people take advantage of that. Thank you for your suggestions
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Unfortunately I’ve always been compromising with her. She says ohh we can do your thing next time. But it never materializes. The place she wants to go to is also 1 drive from me and almost 1 1/2hrs from her. It makes no sense as she has a newborn and my youngest has never been more than couple hours without me.
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Thank you and everyone who gave suggestions and overall for being so nice. I really needed that.
I could try call off sick. But I feel like she’d know I’m lying. I think I just need to be up front like you said. I hope she just doesn’t take it wrong way. And if she doesn’t want to go out to the place I like I’ll just go by myself
Put yourself first. I know it's hard but honesty really is the best policy rather than tying yourself in knots thinking of excuses. You'll feel better I promise.
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