I’ve been stalking this thread since Friday, along with Ann Russel’s tiktok which is oddly calming! Someone mentioned the phobia of death, which I developed in my second pregnancy and has come back with a vengeance now! I keep refreshing the news (which is probably the wrong thing to do, I know) to try and get some reassurance but now I am just panicking! I feel sick, jittery and couldn’t sleep last night through fear we’re going to get nuked and I won’t get to see old age or watch my kids grow up! I am thinking how happy I’ve been recently for the first time in years and now this! And I know I am very lucky to currently be safe and have my children safe and warm but the anxiety is real at the moment and probably the worst I’ve ever had it.