@bottombanana I feel for you, I really do. My 4yo started preschool this year and we had some hard weeks of lots of crying beforehand, and walking up, and actually when she was there as well
And if the journey got delayed (eg if I stopped to speak to someone) that extra wait time really was hard and caused her to break down entirely. It was just the most awful time. I felt horrendous all day, like a big black cloud was over my head, it really affected my mood far more than I would have thought.
I think validating him, as you say, is really the only way to go. It’s a new, scary experience for a child, and they can’t calmly tell us that so the react the only way their little brain and body can - and unfortunately that’s awful for everyone. No type of discipline or hard line will work, because it’s just huge feelings and we can’t discipline that out of a child (nor would I ever want to).
Things that helped us are lots of calm chats about nursery later in the day when she was ready - allowing her to bring it up
Allowing her to take in a cuddly toy
Lots of cuddles and stories together at home cuddled up - some close connection time both before and immediately after nursery
Earlier bed time as it was worse towards the end of the week when she was knackered
Patience - which is 100% NOT my strong point as a parent. And was something I really struggled with.
Lots of reminders that I would be back in an hour (one finger to visualise) and what I would do when I was at home (“I’m just going to hang up the washing, give the baby a snack and then I’ll be back”)
In practical terms for walking and ensuring safety - what about a buggy board? Or would he scoot or ride a bike if it’s safe? Give him something to concentrate on that isn’t the walk up?
Ours has resolved in time, but it was horrendous, and I really do have huge sympathy right now for you x
Oh and just remembered my daughter (who has great vocabulary and is a chatty thing) didn’t even have the words to talk about why she didn’t want to go. She just knew that it didn’t feel right - but didn’t have the words to say she felt lonely and probably abandoned
instead she would say scared, or anything else she could conjure up, but none of them were really how she felt, because she didn’t even know herself