Cancer Examination & Biopsy (under general anaesthetic)
In kitchen getting ready to go to the hospital, 5 a.m., didn't sleep well, a bit of tummy ache, didn't take any pain this morning, just sips of water. Her darling Matt has gone to see family, which she'd wanted to go. Just a couple of days, and he'll be back. She'll invite them over, just doesn't record all of that. Let's go, we got this, we got this. Amma didn't sleep at all too.
Still very dark outside, with light rain (repeat 2x). Parking car, difficult to find parking. Amma in burnt orange tshirt, and she in we got this tshirt and sweatshirt on top, link for purchase if you want. So tired, very dark outside. Thank you for TT fam, protect us all, Amen. We got this. Let's go, going through all the way to the main front entrance. Carrying overnight bag. It was hectic the last time, so this time will be kept overnight.
Rain and parking spots talk while walking in to hospital. Music on, and on, and on... ZZZZZ, snores, mouth opened, saliva dripping out, and we are back! Not gonna cry, some other surgeon is doing surgery, just shocked, why? I waited so so long for him. It's ok, no choice, I don't want to reschedule cos I've waited so long. Not surgery, just biopsy. In gown and stockings and underwear, anxious. Can't rely on 1 surgeon right, it'll be ok. It is what it is.
All dressed, talked to the other surgeon. I'm going in now. Love you so much, thank you. Not gonna cry.
Out, in recovery room, on morphine but not working. Keeping me in because of blood, the last time I don't know how I managed. Whenever you're alone, you'll always have me. In lots of pain, nausea, nurse gonna give her anti sickness med. Maybe too much morphine? Gonna move to ward. Did they put something on my hand? Really hope Amma is not too worried. Amma is here. What a day. Nothing to eat since last night, nearly 5 p.m.. Hopefully can eat sandwich and a cuppa tea. Throat fells dry, tea will be nice. Wonder when all results will be out.
So tired. Amma asked if she wanted a cuppa tea, she said she'll sleep for 5 mins. Button for morphine manually administered, anytime she wanted. They monitored so wouldn't OD. Tea, and egg mayo sandwich, but worried about eating egg as feeling sick. Tea tasted like hot water, should have brought her own teabag. Laptop with her so she could read comments. Amma and her slept. Amma will go home and come back tomorrow.
Just vomited, took a bite of plain potato, upset about vomiting. More anti sickness from nurse. Bum is very sore. Will see Amma tomorrow. Drive safe and slowly, bye bye. Not gonna cry (repeat 4x). Always try to be there for someone who is sick, try and help them through rough times. Thank you to those who are here for me, makes me happy to see you guys reply to each other. I just want you all to be together. Gonna take some more morphine. Told Amma to go home and rest. Have updated Matt as well, but didn't tell him too much, wanted him to enjoy, maybe better that I am not there. Took anti sickness med from nurse again. See you in another vid.
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