Sarah Lies Vlog Rundown Special
NO ONE KNOWS THIS ABOUT ME.. (SHARING SOME DARK AND DEEP SECRETS ABOUT ME & MY PAST).
Lazy didn’t upload last week. She's never missed an upload before but always forgets to film until the Sunday or Monday. They’ve left the UK as residents and moved to Dubai. They have all the feels and are trying to get into a routine. It’s not a holiday. Lazy’s favourite topic is herself but not in a big headed way. She wants to tell us where she came from and why she is the way she is today.
Lazy was born in 1985 to her parents Neil and Joanne, on Seacroft Council Estate. Her whole family lives on or around Seacroft as she never had a big family. It was her and her immediate family, Nannar and Grandad, Nannar Eileen, Auntie Diane, Uncle and cousins. On her Dad’s side she had Grandma and Grandad, an Aunt and Uncle, cousins and that was it. She apologises if she forgot anyone. She was born in a flat and moved into a house aged two, the house that Katrina still lives in. She has one sister and two brothers. 10 months between Lazy and Katrina, 14 months between Katrina and brother Damien the nonce. Such a waste of sperm. Lazy’s parents split when she was six. Her stepdad moved in quite quickly after her Dad left. She remembers watching from an upstairs window crying with her siblings as her parents said goodbye to each other. She doesn’t think it was a nasty split. They both went on to remarry and have other chuldren. There are 13 years between Lazy and her half brother through her mum, James.
Lazy’s parents had separate happy marriages for 16 years. Bizarrely in the same year they both divorced from their spouses. They got back together not long after Lazy had Esmé and stayed together until Joanne passed away. Lazy left home at 16 as she was so close to her Nannar and Grandad. The second she left school on a Friday from the age of three she went to her grandparents’ house with her weekend bag and stayed there until Sunday at 8pm. She loves it at Nannar’s as she had all the attention. She was spoilt but never wanted for anything. She didn’t have much growing up but won’t go into personal details. She received a big pile of presents at Christmas but doesn’t remember receiving anything on birthdays. The birthday child was allowed to choose what they had for dinner. Lazy always chose salad. She loved beef burgers with cheese inside from Jack Fultons. They also got to stay up an hour later. Camera cuts because Creepstopher has been looking after Aurora and she’s been crying for a long while.
Aurora can still be heard crying. Lazy and Joanne would watch EastEnders together. She would colour in her birthday cards. At 16 she moved in with Nannar and Grandad and decided to do A Levels at sixth form (music, dance and BTEC drama). Lazy never had the drive and her parents never cared much about academics. Joanne never checked to see if she’d done homework. Exams and revision were never taken seriously whereas Lazy herself is always on the girls’ backs if they have a test coming up or an assignment like Isabelle did. Joanne told the school Lazy wasn’t doing detentions as she lived an hour and a half from school by bus as an 11/12/13 year old. Lazy was never naughty and detentions were for forgetting her PE kit or not doing homework. She was ignorant. She loved dancing like Esmé and writing her own songs and music. She loved drama, doing plays, improvising and being in a lost world.
Halfway through sixth form, Lazy met her first ever boyfriend aged 17, Isabelle’s dad. She was shown a different way of life she didn’t know existed. This 17/18 year old drove and BMW and lived in rich Shadwell. It was a very unhealthy relationship and she put up with a lot as she didn’t want to go back to her old way of life. She isn’t dissing people who lived on council estates but it isn’t for her basically. She wanted to move forward. Don’t pick apart every word she’s saying. Lazy wants to scream at her former self. The relationship was 3 1/2 years old and she had Isabelle when she was 19, almost 20. She lived with Isabelle’s dad’s parents in a back bedroom until Isabelle was one. Then an incident happened that she isn’t going to go into but it was nothing severe. Lazy realised she couldn’t be in that relationship anymore.
Lazy got a job at a pub named The Dexter and found herself. She realised who she was after being a shell. She saved every cent she made to get herself and Isabelle a home. When Lazy was 8 her stepdad’s parents took her to Turkiye with her step cousin Natalie, who is a lovely person. Whilst pregnant and living with Isabelle’s dad, Lazy received a phone call from her stepdad Peter with him screaming and crying. She worked at the prison in Weatherby but was in bed as she suffered horrendous morning sickness. She was in the house alone and ran downstairs and outside because Peter’s mum had been murdered by her partner in a horrific way. What is a non horrific way of being murdered? No one will know Lazy had an Aunt who was murdered. I’ve definitely read that on one of the threads here or on the other place. Lazy your secrets are not secret. Lazy was three months pregnant and it was either March or May. The Aunt had started knitting baby cardigans for Isabelle and Leah. The murderer got 15 years but was released a few years ago. The Aunt bought Lazy a doll that cried and smelt of cherries.
Lazy got herself and Isabelle a house in Shadwell just before she turned 21. They moved in just after Isabelle turned one but she started the pub job when she was 9 months old. Isabelle’s dad’s parents let Lazy live at the house and fed her so she could save all of her wages. When Isabelle was six month the maternity pay stopped and Lazy didn’t earn anything for a couple of months. She moved into the house in October. Lazy remembers buying their £30 Christmas tree, which they still have today. She had to work a lot at the pub. The first few months Isabelle’s dad paid half of the £375 a month rent. Lazy worked all through the night and over Christmas. For her 21st birthday she had a party in the pub and another not nice incident happened that night at the house that Isabelle knows all about. This man has never been able to defend himself to Lazy or tell Isabelle his side of the story. Lazy doesn’t want to share everything. The police got involved. It felt like Lazy’s bubble had been burst. She was so upset when she got home and wondered how she’d move forward.
The first week of January Lazy was dreading going back to the house as Isabelle’s dad had people (women) around at her house whilst she was out. She was in the pub dreading her shift ending. She’d had no friends since she was 17 and didn’t feel like she could talk to her family as they’d be angry at her living in that situation. She was worried how her dad would react. There was one person she’d met online but she doesn’t speak to her anymore. Lazy would never slag someone off online.
Because Sarah Ingham has never slagged anyone off online. Lazy's ex had tried to cheat on her with the girl. Lazy begged her to let them be friends because Lazy was desperate for one. A friendship group used to come into the pub and Lazy was jealous. She struck up a friendship with a couple of the girls. One of the girls had some trouble one night so Lazy invited her to stay in her spare room. They became inseparable. Creepstopher was part of the friendship group and stared at her Frenchies. They got together in the March. She remembers it clearly because she threw parties and invited her entire friendship group to the house. Nothing aside from her family now could come close to the happiness he felt at that time in her life. She was constantly working. On her days off and Isabelle was at her dad’s she’d go the cinema and Nando’s. The relationship with Creepstopher was new and exciting. She felt like she had to stay with Isabelle’s dad as she’d never have better. Now she had another guy who was the same age as her and lived in a nice area with a family who was wonderful, loving and welcoming. He had found his new victim. Lazy has only had two boyfriends. She was on cloud nine and the rest is history.
Creepstopher moved in with Lazy straight away. He’d spent a lot of time with Lazy and Isabelle since January. He stayed over in April and never left. The second Isabelle’s dad knew he stopped all payment as it wasn’t his responsibility to pay the rent. Creepstopher had to financially support them all. It was rocky to begin with due to stress. His parents helped them pay for a flat in Horsforth for a year. Lazy got knocked up and the landlord decided the flat wasn’t big enough so offered them a house. Creepstopher wasn’t happy so found a detached house on the Leeds/Bradford border between Apperley Bridge and Rawdon. Lazy got pregnant with Isla in that house and she was born in that house. After Isla was born Creepstopher got bored. He always wants more and initiates moves and Lazy is happy wherever because she came from nothing. They have a good balance between them. They found the three bedroom house around the corner and that’s where their vlogging journey began.
We know the rest. Creepstopher is going to kill Lazy as this will be long.
I thought he always wants more... The saying ‘you can take the girl out of Seacroft but you can’t take the Seacroft out of the girl’ has been said to her many times. Why would she want to remove Seacroft from herself? Her past made her who she is today. There is no shame in trying to better yourself. She’ll always remember where she came from and how she came from a deprived family.
She’s in the exact same situation she was growing up but with a little more cash. Lazy didn’t want her chuldren growing up on a council estate so turned it around and gave them an amazing life.
Amazing uneducated life with few prospects other than parenthood and benefits. Lazy is trying to learn from her mistakes.
Not breaking that cycle though is it? There are boss council estate parents. People twist things online. Lazy is so grateful with what she has and could’ve never dreamed of being where she is today. She worked hard for it and is happy.
Has Creepstopher got a gun to her head?
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