My feelings on this are that she is setting up for going out on her own and it not being hurtful to fatties feelings. The problem , as I see is that she is trying to keep Fat Saz happy, and is being shadowed by the control. She has never been to a festival and it's unlikely she has a friend group that she shares the same personality with. If she had been to college she would've definitely met a peer like herself. She cannot understand this because of her isolation. She doesn't understand that there are tee total people at festivals, yes a lot of people like the alcohol side of things, but she is so sheltered she has no way of knowing she could go down tent up with a mate and enjoy the atmosphere and music. I blame that fat
bleep.
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The way she was about a couple of sips of alcohol was child like. I don't think she needs to drink alcohol, she may not want to, but she is definitely saying to Sarah in her own way that she wants to do things on her own without the rest of her family, quite normal, but she has no one to do it with.
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These so called friends she has are either old acquaintances, or ifam. Both of which may find her weird child like behaviour limiting and boring on nights out. Especially if she brings a book out with her clubbing for fucks sake.
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there is no boyfriend absolutely not!
I always think of her children being with people of their own peer groups in a normal setting and believe they All (except Mila) would struggle to keep up and join in normal conversation and age related activities.Izzy would be too timid, Esme would be too loud and annoying ,Isla would feel out of her depth and confused and Jace would get a smack in the gob if he carried on with his peers the way he does with Mila. They are emotionally abusing these chul'run and Izzy is the first signs of how it is going to affect them as adults. It's tragic. They may not be tying them up in chains, but they are emotionally restraining them and it's still very damaging long term, especially when ifam channels implodes on itself......which is going to happen very soon
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Where's Izzy's car and earnings Noncey fanny eyes??????? Hey where,,,,,,???????
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