Little Hobbit
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Trustpilot just now…
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Well holy crap, I wrote it and can barely make sense of it. I’ve stopped crying now, my meltdown is fading. I have gone through and left the group and unfollowed everything RH related. And feel a huge weight lifted off.I’ve tried writing my post a few t8mes but it’s too difficult and I keep deleting and rewriting, too many thoughts swirling. I’ll try to keep it brief. But it’s very raw at the moment.
I joined 2017, was one of the ones who “smashed it”etc, felt on top of the world.
Then life happened and no longer had full time to devote to fitness and long story short I regained all my weight plus quite a bit more.
and I’ve spentyears beating myself up for it. I’ve come across this today debating whether to start using RH again (I never cancelled my subs, just kept it muted).
in the middle of all thisa was diagnosed autistic, adhd and bed (whic( hadevolved from a lifetimeof disordered eating I noe know was autism related).
I have felt so guilty, I’ve hated myself, I can’t look in a mirror. All I can hear is RH voice in my head, and then my own voice In my head using his words and phrases.
even writing this out I’m telling myself “no one gives ashite, stop being a moany arsehole”
I emailedmy gp last weekbegging forhelp, she arranged for me to go in for full bloods today and an appt Monday to see her. I’ve sobbedmy heart out to the nurse doing my bloods.
I had cbt and she told me I was too complex a case for them to help and discharged me. Which cemented in my mind I’m a lost cause and worthless.
anyway over past few days been reading over this thread and seeing similar people in same situation (started crying when I saw another lady wit( late diagnosed ASD/ADHD) and it’s shifted something in me,
I am worthy. I’ve been made to feel worthless by being expected to life up to unrealistic expectations, unrealistic for a nuerotypical person, but it’s ok for me to recognise ASD and ADHD cause 3xtrahurdles and not to feel guilty.
I have double hip displasia(sp?) (pregnancy/childbirth injury) acl tear in knee (childhood injury).
I’m recognis8ng internalised ableism, that I’ve been let down by someone (RH) I trusted (I got personal video replies, I honestly thought he cared). I’ve been deceived and betrayed, I know everyone has but it’s raw and I’m feeling it personally (bloody ASD and inflated emotions lol)
sorry it’s all scrambled,typing direct from my brain. My thoughts are swirling and I can’t organise them or put theminto words.
sorry this doesn’t make sense it’s a jumbledmess, I just neeeded to get it out
Sophie, please do not take on board anything he has said you. You cannot control what HE says and does, but can can control how you react to it.So from a recap point of view. I am the person who did a 1 star but not attacking in anyway review.
He then came back and told me I’d caused someone to hang them selves!
As the day has gone on it has disturbed me more.
I have a crime reference number and reported to trust pilot but it’s really not right.
I would like to publically shout how vile he is in fb but unfortunately it’s too risky for me to do that hence annon posting.
I will chase police tomorrow as I’m am not having a dick accuse me “in Banter” of causing someone to kill himself.
Apparently he may have edited responses so off to have a look.
An app which doesn’t really do anything too boot my fitnesspal does alll the work and your paying for somewhere to record your weight loss wich let’s be honest u can record on myfitness pal!Back in the day there was momentum and a sense of team spirit with more people representing TeamRH. Now there’s nothing. A regulated members group that censors conversation. Rachael has made a come back with some step videos but that’s not enough to give people a sense of community. Richie and Rachael doing lives together before he showed his true colours. I’m sure she must have helped him tone down and come across better. There’s nothing now to keep people interested/engaged.The affiliates served a purpose but Richie just took the piss out of them. They need to offer people something more. An app just isn’t enough.
Yeah sorry, I was a bit slow!I think the sarcasm in my post was lost....
You've excelled yourself there Dickie! That's hilarious! A book, you can't even spell the simplest of words and your grammar.... a tour!! Really! ....then you woke up!! Piss off mate you are beyond deluded!I particularly like this one:
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Er hang on a cotton pickin' minute richie, haven't you forgotten about the money you make from the shit merch, the protein powder oh and the subscription service for the same service you give for free via lives and text...
She’s my mate and has an insta page with large following regarding her diabetes. Love that she has flagged his behaviour on there and that she stood up to him. Claiming to reverse life long conditions, what a plank‘Group Member’ has been very busy for the last hour…
This bit made me laugh!!
Getting schooled on Type I by someone with actual experience of the condition - he disagrees