My birthday is this weekend and I didn't want to celebrate. I have been feeling especially down and withdrawn lately and I just don't feel like I have anything to celebrate. The girls insisted and so I asked for a lowkey girls night, just the 6 of us. I just cannot face another night out of me sitting among couples kissing and pawing at each other as the hours go on.
I can relate to this so much!!!
I've actually lost years worth of friendship because of this situation.
I had a close group of friends who ALWAYS brought their boyfriends along to girls nights. I was the only one in a long term relationship, but I always done things with the girls and didn't invite my boyfriend because why would I? It's girls night..
One got into a relationship, then the next then the next so on... It got to the point we couldn't even go for lunch/dinner without someone's boyfriend tagging along. Every single night out boyfriends came, even when we all agreed just a fun girls night. Couldn't even have a takeaway without them being there. It became constant. The last straw for me was when we went out for my birthday, we agreed GIRLS night so I obviously didn't invite my boyfriend (which is fine) they all showed up late with their boyfriends, then I realised they couldn't even do anything without a guy at their side. I told them how it made me feel and how much it was affecting our friendship group but they couldn't see any issues with it. They never spoke to me after it, years and years of friendship down the drain just like that.
It really hurt but looking back now I'm so glad it was cut off, I don't understand why people just switch when they get into a relationship and it's the be all or end all!!
I hope you're okay