Everything this slob says she doesn't want is because she can't get them. Doesn't want a boyfriend(can't get one). She goes on about her not being lonely(can't keep friends). Doesn't do before and after pics on the furnace because she doesn't have them/can't get them. Her leaving cert/instagram following is her only real accomplishment in her life. Sad really. Must really hurt for her to see her former classmates progressing in life and forming meaningful relationships/friendships and her trying to convince herself/show others she's doing well/happy. Say she can't understand why and has turned bitter and sour. I'd say the reality of her situation is quite sad. Full of tit but it's her excuse for living differently.