‘Not because of the Rona though. Because I felt like I was in a good run of things with training and work, and didn’t want to mess it up.’
so no regard to the pandemic once again, and she says it so nonchalantly too? Like not because of the thing that everyone else stopped going places for, but Because I’m stubborn and a boss and headstrong (pick me)?? What a dick. And who has ever not gone on holiday because they’re in a good run of work? Like normal people plan their holidays ahead and actually live this life of balance she preaches about, so coming up to a holiday they don’t talk themselves out of going?? Because they know it’s fine to go and they’ll be fine coming back to work?
To me that just screams that she knows herself she’ll be off the wagon as soon as she lets herself? That’s worrying like.. can’t even trust herself to go on holidays and relax that control a small bit or she’ll screw herself over? Yeah that’s deffo not a red flag at all shiv, queen of self awareness