I dont think she wants out, because she knows no other way, and in the absence of any emotional stability, this feeds her ego and sense of self too much. If she gave this up, she would have a mental breakdown, I'm convinced. But she does need to keep this warm like
@MrsHaydos said her income comes from it so she will have to churn out the content somehow. And that means putting herself out there. I think this is the clincher, she got away for many years dishing out undisclosed ads galore, peddling a lot of problematic things, getting by with minimal effort and a very picture perfect veneer that people were too stupid to see through.
Now, lately with more and more people waking up to the fact that:
1) she is absolutely completely unqualified to do ANY OF the things she does
2) she has some seriously regressive and problematic views, supports a homophobic church, etc etc the list is endless here
3) she is a questionable mother who uses her kid as bait for her content
4) she cannot seem to do anything without somehow wedging her foot in her very large toothed mouth
she's having to hunker down and censor herself. I believe she would be freely storying her holiday a little bit every dya. She has done this even on trips where she has explicitly said she wants to be present wth the family.
This time, I believe her silence is from fear of exposing herself more, being called out, and the repercussions of that
It's a vicious cycle tho. The longer she stays away, the more boring she gets, the more explicit the ads look. But the moment she comes on, she does stupid
tit and lands herself in hot soup.
The only way out of this would be for her to grow up and reflect, change as a person. But We all know Sarah thinks she's perfect, so nope. That aint happening.
We'll never know the true effects of all fo this, because she and Kurt are pros are pushing and projecting an image that is inaccurate, it's what they literally do for a living. So They will continue to make it look like theyre making so much bank that they're having to expand and grow businesses, when really it maybe that everything they do is so badly thought out and shortlived that they have to move on to the next thing to stay relevant.
We'll never know, but I want to believe things are not as hunky dory as they used to be. It's maybe why they're constantly setting up new businesses, because the ones they have are so shallow (except KJ Tilse Media) and not at all grounded in any real business offering that can make a difference to people in the long run. None of their busineses have potential to grow.
I think she'll keeo running like a headless chicken for the rest of her life. Setting up business after business and making people believe that makes her a bossbabe, calling herself CEO, and upholding hustle culture because she thinks it makes her look good and successful. When really, the world has moved on from that story. There is nothing attractive about it.